Yes, I know it's 12:45 AM. I'm still far away from finishing my homework because my teachers are idiots and school SUCKS!!!
Holy shit like is it normal that you do homework until 4 AM???? FUCKING NO ahhhhhh

And then my teachers say things like: relax, meet up with friends, have fun, enjoy yourself.
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO SO WHEN I HAVE ONLINE CLASSES FROM 8 AM TO 6 PM AND HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK, IDIOT?!!

So, in conclusion, I refuse to do my homework now ... what means that I have to do it at 3 AM as usual bUt WhO cAReS haha.

So I will answer questions because I think its fun so enjoy

What are your nicknames? What do you prefer to be called?
Nicknames haha funny story... one of my closest friends calls me Loulipouli, and I absolutely hate it, but I love her, so she's the only one who is allowed to call me that name.
The others just call me Lou all the time.
And it's kinda weird because I'm not used to my actual name anymore 'cause no one calls me by my real name except teachers and people I don't really know... but even my former classmates call me Lou even though we've never been in contact actually.

What books on your shelf are begging to be read?
Too many... I'm a person who LOVES books which is why I buy and buy and buy books but has neither time to read them nor space to put them haha.
i.e., Throne of Glass (I've only read the first part); The Again Series (I've only read the first and second part); Third and forth part of Reckless

How often do you doodle? What do your doodles look like?
I don't doodle often, and when I do, it looks horrible in my opinion, haha.
I'm quite good at painting with acrylic colour, but that's it haha.

What do you do if you can't sleep at night? Do you count sheep? Toss and Turn? Try to get up and do something productive?
Well first of all: SCHOOL.
I do my fucking homework at night.
If I can't sleep, I often call a friend of mine because we both have kinda weird sleep habits (because of school, because we're both not mentally stable; there are a few reasons)
And I listen to music but that's nothing special because I listen to music literally ALL THE TIME, but music helps me sleep...

How many days could you last in solitary confinement? How would you do it?
Well, I imagine I'd be pretty lonely, but maybe I'd tell myself stories when I couldn't write them down (not the weird kind of talking to oneself... I'm talking about just say out loud what you think yk??) or I'd sing to myself or something like that.

Do you save old greeting cards and letters? Throw them away?
Depends on the person tbh
A friend of mine writes such sweet, kind and lovely birthday cards and notes that I just keep all of them... Others I throw away after some time.

When making an entrance into a party, do you make your presence known? Do you slip in and look for someone you know? Do you sneak in quietly and find a safe spot to roost?
I'm the one who pours in a drink for myself and looks for someone I know and who I want to talk too.
I definitely not come in like "I'M HERE BITCHES,"
Hate those people — Like, yes Caren... everyone noticed that you entranced the party. Thanks for the reinsurance that it's really you

How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?
I prefer to not look in the mirror, so I only do it on purpose when I'm going out to check that I look ok... So I think maybe one or two times a day.

Who performs the most random acts of kindness out of everyone you know?
A friend of mine... I won't say her name, but she's super sweet and kind and loving (she's the one who writes the lovely birthday cards haha)
She's the weirdest person I know, but I absolutely love her, so I don't care that she's so super random sometimes. She's an angel and literally the purest and sweetest person I know, and that's why I love the random and weird behaviour she sometimes has.

Which animals scare you most? Why?
I have a weird fear of spiders. I'm literally terrified when I see one. I think I don't have to explain....haha.

Are you more likely to avoid conflict or engage it head-on?
Depends on the situation.
Usually, I'm the one avoiding conflict, and if I have a conflict, I don't really talk about it.
But if it's an essential topic to me and someone just says stupid and false things and facts about, I'm totally the one heading into a conflict.

Do you have a whole lot of acquaintances or just a few very close friends? Why?
I have a few close friends.
Actually, the reason is pretty self-explaining... I've been hurt so often, and I've been left alone so many times that I just can't have that many acquaintances anymore.

Do you believe ignorance is bliss? Why or why not?
No... I think ignorance is just stupidity tbh.
Knowledge is so much more happiness and joy because everyone can ignore specific things in life but only the ones you know about the problems and do something against it are the ones who can be truly happy in the end.
People who ignore everything aren't as happy in the end, in my opinion.

What Is The Dumbest Way You've Been Injured?
Well, I once tried to stand on a football... I broke my arm haha.

So, that was it haha... I probably will watch a movie now (like a Marvel movie or This Is Us), and after that, I will do my homework or finish it tomorrow in other online classes.
We will see.

Thank you for reading :)))
Lots of love <333
Stay safe
TPWK
Lou