Written in 2018

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Why do I worry?

My burdens make me weak
My burdens make me frail
My burdens make me inexistent
In this world full of pain

I am not disappointed
I am not dissatisfied
I am not unwelcome
In this world full of cries

Why do I worry?
The answers are not known
Why do I worry?
Did I do something wrong?

I can't fight this on my own
I can't go on alone
I can't be happy amidst worries
I am feeling from this moment on

Forgetting isn't an option
Will letting go take its turn?
My thoughts wander and wander
Torn between giving up and moving on

Big battles are yet to come
The small ones are not yet through
Truly I am not unhappy
But why am I blue?