You left without a warning.
You left without a proper goodbye.
You left saying to move on.
You left saying you too will move on.
You left making me laugh.
You left me with tears to cry alone.

I shouldn't have let you in.
I shouldn't have fell in love.
I shouldn't have told you my feelings.
I shouldn't have let you lead me to believe you will stay when everyone will leave.
I shouldn't have trusted you and now it's only me who has to be blamed.

You were a friend who taught me to never trust a friend.
You were a sister who reminded me we did not share the same blood.
You were a mentor who pushed me to the ground to teach me to walk alone.
You were a teacher who taught me to learn from my mistake and never trust anyone.
You were everything to me and then  decided to be nothing ever again.

I hate you for telling me you cared.
I hate you for your hollow promises.
I hate you for making me feel like shit.
I hate you for making me feel happy to only make me miserable now.
I hate you so much that I can't really hate you.

I showed you the monsters that haunt me.
I showed you pain that hurts me.
I told you my secrets that I never told anyone.
I trusted you to be with me.
But you left.

Go away to never come back ever again.
Go away and be happy without me.
Go away to a bright future.
Go away to have everything your heart desires.
Go away to love someone else.
But you will never find a mad girl like me who will never forget you.

You took a piece of my broken heart. Keep it safe with you. It will always pray for your wellbeing.

Never come back to me, never again.
You left ...
You left me...
You left us...
You fucking left.

Good bye dear friend.
Always stay happy without me.
💔