Before I even start I gotta say this.
This  is  my  god dang  opiniiion, I don't really care what others think of it.
(Well that's a lie if I've ever seen one)
It affects me yeah but I try not to really care so yeah. Another thing about m this is that thia is just spewed out thoughts that I was gonna use for something else but it ended up turning into a beast of toast and bread so I just put it here so yee.

(Edit: read it in read mode and I couldn't read anything without straining my eyes so I put it in full words.)
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You know what I think?
I think that there are ghost, demons and angles.
I think demons and angels are at war.
Fighting for who gets who, and what should happen to them.

...sometimes I wonder what's real and what's not.
Like if this reality is real, am I real?
What is death?
Death is when your life is done and your existence ends.
But what happens after death?
I think about this topic a lot and sometimes I wish I would die just to see if there is anything.
But the what ifs...

The ifs scare me.
What if there's nothing.
What if I end up in an endless void and there's nothing and no one.
It scares me shitless but it also intrigues me more and gives me more questions.

...sometimes I here voices in my head, or I see a tall silhouette in the corner of the room.
Or a silhouette of a creature standing on their hands and feet, laying on my desk just watching me.
What if they're ghost and angels, even demons.
The angels and demons could be the voices, the ones that say terrible things to you and/or the ones who tell you to do something that could get you in trouble.
Angels being the ones who are a bit nicer and tell you what's a good idea and try to get you as far away from trouble as possible.
Sadly, I listen to the demons more, I gotta admit they're more fun and accepting cause if the stuff they say in church really a sin then I guess I'm going to hell, sounds fun.

I theorize that an angel and a demon are assigned to you at birth, some grow up with you, while others just pop up and decide to follow you, ghost just end up following you, either to protect you or to haunt you since they can't enjoy their life anymore. They can't enjoy, you can't either.

I'm most likely wrong, but it's a cool thing to think about in my opinion, all you need is proof and then you're good, all you need is proof.

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