Thanks to all of my friends who make me feel like shit.
Thanks to all of my friends who make it seem they hate me
Thanks to all my friends who are generally assholes to me.
Thanks to all my friends who don't give a Damn about me.
Just thanks everyone.
But thanks
For being there
For helping me
Not be assholes
Just existing

I mean I have finally sorted my friends into assholes and friends.
I'll just keep trying to be nice.
I won't say anything about who is who.
Assume all you want.
And hey most of you won't see this.
But others will.

Just saying sometimes I have a really shit time at home sometimes
For example my brother

And also thanks to all my friends who accuse me of not being better

Also I actually care what you guys say..
So don't tell your other friends that
"She doesn't care what you say about her"
She does.
Sometimes she even goes home thinking about all the little things she said or what her friends did or said.
She isn't strong
She does care
She hates being rejected and ignored
She isn't just "smart" or what you say.
She has a heart
She tries so hard to be good enough
And yes
On some days you may fall under asshole or friends but some are just always in there spot

I'm sorry for my rant but I have been feeling really shit for the last week.
I may even delete this later but.... maybe not.

Just remember everyone has a heart be careful how you treat it.