Uggggghhhhh I hate stress with a passion.

Ace: Uh oh she's moody....

And tired. Very tired.

Ace: Then go to sleep.

I know, I know I'm going to right after I post this.

Alright so basically I'm stressed and writing something out sometimes helps. Plus I need advice on how to deal with it. I don't talk to people about what's bothering me often. If I do then your a good friend of mine.

It's not that I don't like people, or anything. I just don't like people being bothered with my problems when I could be helping them with theirs instead.

But I need to let some of it out because I literally almost had a panic/anxiety attack during school today.  Luckily I was able to calm myself down.

Alright. Here goes nothing.

So I'm stressed about my upcoming band concert on Saturday. Yes this Saturday. I have everything I need to wear for it now, that's not what I'm stressed about.

Our band is full of people who just don't care or mess around all the kriffing time, or don't listen. You can ask Amazingagender they know me outside of Wattpad, and are a percussionist like me.

I'm worried that the concert is going to sound kriffing terrible. I just hope it doesn't.

Second thing.

My Mom is probably going to have knee surgery at the beginning of next year sometime for both knees, since both of her knees are so bad.

Third thing.

Just today I found out my Dad is being sent to work somewhere like two hours away from my house for three days during Christmas week, and maybe permanently. They already transferred him once and hour away from home.

The drive to and back, he has to go on some pretty popular roads and what not. So I'm worried about him getting to work and home from work safe. But at the same time I'm fuming.

My Dad has one of the stupidest most selfish bosses in the world. My Dad doesn't like him and from what I've heard about the guy....I seriously don't blame him.

Kriff I was stress free for a while, it was so nice. Of course it didn't kriffing last.

But me writing this helped a lot more then I thought it would. Also sorry for reading my ramble if you didn't want to read it.

Ace: NOW GO TO SLEEP!

*Lando voice* Alright, alright! 🤣🤣🤣

May The Force Be With You!