*DISCLAIMER* this gonna be Nouis (Niall and Louis) and against ELounor. I dont hate it, I just dont think it is true.

I also don't think Nouis is real. Just love them as bromance, but it fitted the story

*TRIGGER WARNING* CUTTING, DEPRESSION, M*DEST!, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. 

A whimper away (This is a really bad name, if you want this. you MAY change it. XD)

"You know, you could've just told me. I was just an whimper away."

(Meaning if: Louis would've hear him whimpering while touching cuts he would help him climbing out of the deep hole. )

Niall Horan has always been the foody, happy and just a bouncing ball all of the time. But what if it changes? Will he get happy again? Or will this last forever? Is he even going to survive this? 

And what if holding back his love for his bandmate Louis Tomlinson gets too much? Will he ever tell him? Will he get over him? Or is he going to hold it in until he breaks? 

Questions but no answers... Read on to find out...

(This could be that little thingy you can write things in about the book, but maybe EVEN MORE questions. Makes it more fun to read on :) )

One Direction bandmate Niall Horan (19) is depressed. He cuts and he sometimes has suicidal thoughts. Because hate gets too much, and his family isn't really helping. His parents are always disappointed in him. (they wanted him to become a doctor.)saying he should stop his career and that he deserves the hate. His brother moved out long ago, he broke contact and they never spoke again. Niall hopes he can Find his brother with his 'famousness'. Management are always mean, but most to Niall. Secretely he is in love with Louis Tomlinson. But he is dating Eleanor Calder, and even if they weren't dating. Niall knows he would never be enough. And Eleanor, she is so slim. Oh how I just wish that was me.

Louis Tomlinson, 21 years, always happy, the sunlight for everyone. He loves his family VERY much. That is also why it was such a shock when his little sister (Charlotte Tomlinson) was diagnosed with Depression. Ever since then, Louis has been following a masterclass about it. How you can prevent it, how you can notice it and what it really is. Louis also hates the management VERY much. How can they just say that he must "Date" Eleanor? He doesn't love her! He loves Niall, but he is scared. What will others say when he comes out? What if Niall doesn't like him? Will their friendship end? He was too scared of his denial, so he diceded that he would rather be friends with Niall than having a chance of breaking their oh so precious friendship. He loved him too much for that.

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