You know what the worst feeling In the world is?

When you thought you didn't have school but ended up having a normal school day after you had been ready for a break day

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What did the fish say to the tree?

You can't swim either loser

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Roses are red
Lemons are yellow
Yet when I see your face
All I say is fuck you

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They say never judge a book by it's cover. But it's the cover that makes you want to read it

Translation for you dummies out there: People say looks don't matter but at the end of the day it's what makes you want to talk to them. I'm not psychic, how I'm I supposed to know what they are like?!

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Work in silence. Let your enemies think you have given up. Then rise like the hell fires themselves

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As a person with ADHD all I can say is how lovely it is to have 16 missing assignment yet complete a damn book, make 30 edits, learn sign language and solve the mysteries of the universe in a day. Fun

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The greatest things are always unknown

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Only when we are alone in silence do we start to question the world around us

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Why is it always the silence that makes our brains go haywire?
Its because as humans we are not accustomised to the silence, there are always slight noises around us like wind, animals, movements of the people around us or simply just static. And when there is nothing our brain tries to fill it up by creating random thoughts about us. Think of it as muscle memory

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The most incomprehensible thing about the universe is that it is understandable
- Albert Einstein

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They say boo yeah I say fuck yeah

Or fuck me. You choose

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Fire. Warmth. Light. Comfort
Ice. Cold. Dim. Unwelcoming
What do they all have in common?
Their qualities are always written by the perceiver
Let me periphrase that
Fire. Hard. Alive. Consuming
Ice. Cooling. Bright. Stable
What's yours?

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I wrote this whole page in 10 minutes. I don't know if I should be proud or scared

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Everyone sais emotional bonds are not weaknesses until someone finally leaves

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I love forgetful people. Why? Because that means their brain removes the unnecessary information, leaving space for the important things in life that might actually matter

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You can't always see everything, there are things beyond our comprehension like the ones we can't see, feel and touch. One example for that would be the stars
There are some places like in the big cities where you can only see a few specks of white in the midnight sky while in the mountains, there would be dozens of stars sparkling down at you from the horizon
This is something we struggle to understand. You can't always see everything, hear everything, but you know it's there. Just because there is something you can't see doesn't mean it doesn't exist

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What is love anyways?
Some say it's like a warm feeling in your chest, others might say it's like a little buzz of electricity every time you see that person or people (multiple)
I always struggled to comprehend that. It's not like I haven't been loved, my mother loves me but can you ever be 100% sure? Of anything in general?
There are so many possibilities, so many things that could go wrong
Yet here we are, wanting, needing to be loved by that one person or people
And the pain afterwards is even worse...
I guess it's controversial and no one can really give you an answer to that question beside yourself. We all need to find our truths after all
We have all wondered that before haven't we? The big questions of the world, at least once
It's funny how something can be so simple yet so complex at the same time it's almost laughable
But it can be beautiful if you allow it to be, no matter who you choose to love. Love is love in all its forms. It can be with your dog, with your best friend or a lover
In my opinion it's because of how it makes us feel. As humans it's only normal for us to seek things that make us feel good and warm and happy and calm...
I will leave you to think about the rest on your own. Good night.

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Why can silence be so comforting?
There's just something about the way the leaves sound outside, their noise carried away by the wind on a cold summer night or when you walk in the dark with only your footsteps to keep you company, each step echoing softly around the abandoned dirt road
Or the way the shadows seem to hide you from the rest of the world and bring your mind at peace when you need it, seemingly bringing in the quiet of the mind
It can be scary, yes, as humans one of our main instincts is to be afraid of the dark. We are scared of the unknown and from what could linger there right beneath our sight
Yet there are still times where it can bring the most comfort

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I have always wondered why autumn is my favourite season. Not the warm sunny days of a summer or the cold chilly nights of the winter. Autumn, the season that no one seems to talk enough about
Yet there's something about the change of colour, from the eerie green to the bright yellow and orange leaves. Watching the flowers slowly fade away, leaving the grass to grow again
And no, it's not just because of the crunchy leaves left on the forest floor. I like the way we can see the world change. And it may be just a season but the poetry even of a singular leave that is left to be carried on by the wind, is truly beautiful
And more people need to be able see it

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Everyone struggles with self love

The journey is hard

Acceptance is even harder

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Love is like a glass of wine
You take a sip and it makes you happy. But then another person wants to come and take a sip, stealing from your cup of self love
Then with each sip you allow other people to take you become more damp. Self contious
Will you let them keep stealing from your cup or finally say no and take back what's yours?

(Me after reading this this, I forgot I had ever written it) What the fuck- I don't know if this is bullshit or absolutely genius

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!WARNING! LOVESICK THINGS I HAD WRITTEN AT 3AM COMING UP!

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I watch you as you drift away
Far back in the distance yet I still watch
As you smile at him by your side
Your smile lighting up the whole world
And yet I'm watching, waiting,
For when you will finally notice me still standing

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I think about you every day
A one sided love so to say
While I wait for you to come by
And finally say goodbye
To the one person who doesn't love you
Yet you still keep him
Even if you could have the world with me instead

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I never knew love could hurt so much
To watch you hold his hand instead of mine
To watch you walk away
While I am left behind to wonder
Will you ever notice?
I watch from a distance as you walk with the one person who doesn't deserve you
The one who always puts you last
Yet I could give you so much more, if you just gave me a chance

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Words can hit harder than stone
Actions can hurt more than a blade
Yet when I look into your eyes all I see is you

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There's a certain phylosophy to the world
We all want to excel. We all want to succeed. But no one can predict the future
That's why taking a leap of faith can be the hardest yet most rewarding thing you can ever do
Do it

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Poetry. Writing. Art. Dancing. Painting
What do they all have in common?
We use art to express ourselves, our feelings and troubles. The happiness and the absolute despair in the world around us. The things we had done wrong and the things we wish we had done different
And even the most lost of souls could pick up the paintbrush and draw
Maybe no one will like it, but art was never made for others. It was made for us. It was made to express feelings and thoughts and problems
It wasn't made to be beautiful, it was made to be chaotic and unique. Like you. Like me
It's medicine for the soul so to say

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I never liked my writing. My skills. But I learned to embrace them
That's why when I remembered my notes I would come back and write another masterpiece. Another poem. Another observation
Then it became something like a diary
And it helped me get trough my problems. So, I want to help you with yours. To whoever is reading this
...But I never got recognition. Nobody ever liked them and it broke my heart that no one could see the beauty between the dark lines like I did
If you can just give me a chance
Please

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Life is like a piece of cake
Throw it in the trash and watch it burn

Take care of your cake idiot

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A,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,I,j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r,s,t,v,w,X,y,z

What did I miss?

U

*Please don't use this

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I swing both ways
It grosses you out boy? Then what are you? A fish?
That's why I can pull off both genders, you can't even pull off one girl :)

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One wipe and all your beauty is gone

One wrong haircut and all your girls say ✨poof✨

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You don't want to go to class? I do
Wanna switch?

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Losing a friend is worse than a bloody heartbreak. Nobody can change my mind

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People are like "Oh My gOsH hOw mUcH tiMe dID thiS tAKE??" And I'm there sitting like ? Three minutes? *Sips tea silently*

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Are you a knife?

Because I want you deep inside of me

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Learn sign language

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