Teachers can be so harsh sometimes

I'm sorry no one is believing me about my mental illness. I'm sorry I can't keep track of everything. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry I couldn't face you. I'm sorry I can barely function sometimes. I'm sorry I can't do everything you ask me to. I'm sorry I can't study 13 subjects at once. I'm sorry I missed so much because we didn't have money. I'm sorry I can't buy the textbooks if it means we starve. I'm sorry I can't get a job to help. I'm sorry I got another F for nothing. I'm sorry you had to see me trough this. I'm sorry I can't open up. I'm sorry I can't try my hardest when I want to. I'm sorry I can't do everything 110 like you ask me to. I'm sorry I have trust issues. I'm sorry I ghosted you even if you were so sweet. What im not sorry is that I can't be enough for all of you. I'm not sorry that I can't do everything everyone requires me to. If I'm honest with myself I can't bring myself to not be sorry for this too. All my life everyone has put these expectations on me, or I had put them on myself, and now that I don't meet them I feel like a failure.