Note to everyone who hates me

I'm sorry I was born
I'm sorry I was always smiling
I'm sorry that I made you mad
I'm sorry you hate me
I'm sorry that I make you feel stupid
I'm sorry that I'm smart
I would change everything about me if I could
But I can't
I have so much bad stuff going on in my life that I can't tell
You called me a nobody and I agree
I told someone I wouldn't say it but hardly anyone cares about me.
In everyone else's eyes I'm a weak little girl
I don't talk much because I'm shy
I hate being alone because that's how I spent the first 6 years of my life
The truth is I'm a stupid, worthless, useless little girl.
You don't know this but my friend Abbey committed suicide today.
But no one cares.
I'm sorry that I exist.
I'll go disappear if you want me to.
I'm sorry for making you worry about me
I'm sorry for making you cry
I just wanted to say goodbye