My head started pounding and my heart rate rose when I came back on here and looked.

I find it funny to be honest.

I was hurt and, not very many people do look. Or show they saw that I'm upset. And dying on the inside.

It's okay. 19/21 notifications came from book updates. I kinda understand now that, i'm not very useful for anything but roleplaying or reading other's stories or, having stories for someone to read.

You guys want that? okay. I can only give part.

I can update.

I don't have the app on my phone anymore. Looking at it, makes me hurt even worse.

I won't update in this book as much anymore.
i won't update my roleplaying books as much anymore.

I won't reply as much anymore.

I'll update..

And it'll stay that way until I can keep myself STABLE and controlled...

I'm... sorry, everyone.

Goodbye....