Not returning my iPad to me throughout an entire school day isn't going to convince me to go to school. The reason I'm not going to school is because one of the students scares me, I keep having headaches or cramps in my stomach, I keep getting dizzy and I rarely actually wake up here anymore without feeling completely dead from emotions.

Oh, and not giving my iPad back to me isn't going to help me, it'll just make the cuts on my arms grow in amount. So haha, surprise surprise, you're doing more damage than good.

I brought plushies here for coping reasons, but since I haven't had them here before, I completely forgot they were on my bed and resorted to self harm. Isn't that fun..? I honestly don't know if you idiotic staff completely forgot about mom telling you my iPad was the harmless coping mechanism I have for when I feel empty or when I'm overwhelmed. Plushies aren't going to help me if it's not just minor, as I've noticed today when I woke up numb of emotions and plushies could do nothing. Oh, and then I couldn't have my iPad back. Haha. That's hilarious. The most I experience here is pain and misery. :)