(Jacks Prov)

Mark was sitting on the
bed and i was getting my pjs on "Jack c,mon hurry up"Mark chuckled and started rolling in the blankets waiting for me.i got in the bed and mark rolled up to me and started to kiss my neck."Merk what ye doin?"i said while blushing a bright red."C,mon Jack we hadn't had fun in a while."Mark said childishly."We did it last night!Well we could do it again right."I didnt know what i was doing i was confused like my life.¥~¥
Mark turned me around so i was facing my pillow and mark went in without notice and i didnt care i was just injoying it like every night.Every day i get up with a   sore ass and i delt with the pain like the time i almost killed myself cause nobody loved me and i was lonely even though i was held tight in marks arms.I created a monster inside my head that i wish it could just go away but i created it and now its a  tattoo inside my mind and it makes me do stuff i didnt want to do like i was so confused i drove myself insane  and had a heart attack and i was lost on the bed in the room but my monster made me keep going and sometime i like my monster but its harsh to others i dont know what to do ,it comes out and takes over my body and it wont give up but i gave up so many times i want to die or give up and fall to the ground until i cant hear my monster anymore it did so many things to me ,i hurt and i cant help myself anymore.I give up.

    The next morning Sean william McLoughlin was found dead in his bed.Nobody knows how he died but some people say he drove himself crazy but there he shall lie among the ones who love and cared about him.  

     ok everone sorry for the really long wait for the update i dhall update again
(someday)