I may act like I'm fine with what people say when I'm near them or talking to them but it hurts a lot behind closed doors or when no one can see or hear me after I look back at it when I'm alone.

Let's just say some stuff happened yesterday that didn't go down so well at the end.

I had left a group chat that included me and some friends in it. (Not going to say who was in it. They already know who they are.) Anyways after I had left I was told by a friend to just wait a day before I was invited back into the chat.

Timeskip forward to a few minutes ago another friend asked if I was ready to come back to both chats. One that had to do with dokkan content and random stuff and a main one with all my friends in there. Anyways once I looked at the Dokkan one I was like ok this is the same as usual. But when I looked at the main one I saw some weird stuff there. Scroll up to where I left and then there was some stuff being talked about. Like how someone was getting annoyed about how me being triggered about certain stuff and another knowing why I and them would getting into some fights.

I mean I understand that I get angry for things just because I don't like it but really? Ya go and talk behind my back about it? Well then. I guess I know who to trust and who not to trust.

What hurts the most is not the way they said it, but how I could tell they meant it. Were honest about it.

Even if it doesn't matter. To me it does.

I guess I'm gonna have some trust issues with friends and may have to leave some behind.

That's all I have to say.

Also the BakaNews that I did  yesterday is the last I will ever do of it.

I'm discontinuing it. I apologize if you liked it, but I've lost interest in it. So sorry.

Anyways I'm gonna go. Later