TW// Implied Medical issues,ranting,self depreciation

Why can't I be healthy for once in my life.

I've been in and out of the hospital. Bladder Infections,injuries,you name it,I've probably gone to the doctor or the hospital for it.

It's all my fault. I should be more careful. I should just lock myself where I can be totally healthy. This is all my fault.

Why is it always me who gets targeted with all the bad health things? Why me? This is all my fault. I should start wearing gloves,or something. Because I am a walking Biohazard at this point. I don't care what it takes,make me healthy again.

Make me healthy again.

Make me healthy again.

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