(TW// Mentioned Possible Animal abuse,Self hatred)

Just remembered how I treated my first cat Sunny.....I feel horrible....I treated him so badly........I.....It's inexcusable what I did to him.........I hurt him...I scared him........I feel so bad....may he forgive me for my sins......

Still though, that indifferent child,Fled away from my side.
Before I knew it that child was covered in scars. And yet that child left me; child, child, child, child.....

I'm a worthless child, worthless child, worthless child...... I'm worthless - that child is no more. I'm a worthless, worthless, worthless child! No one will help save me......I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely child. I'm lonely - that child is no more.......I'm a lonely, lonely, lonely child....Oh, if only I can reverse time....