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NEXT CHAPTER IS THE 100TH CHAPTERRRRRR WOAAHH

honestly i dont have too too much to say in this chapter LOL WHOOPS SORRY IM GETTING LAZY AHH I FEEL BAD ahhhh also sorry if these are short bc sometimes i can't remember everything ahaha ( i'm writing this on saturday ) 

ok so

sunday - normal day

i didn't really do much?? lmao

it was pretty normal 😂

i went to church and then i went to hang with my friend for boba bc she's leaving for college ialchsuifhadiuf imma miss her so much omg aushfashfuaslas

but the boba place went down in quality rip their kitchen is down bc of understaffed people so yeahhhhh 😭

so yeahhhh i got boba and that's pretty much it LOL

OH ACTUALLY

i had to ride the metro back home alone for the first time ever and i was like SO SCARED bc the metro is kinda sketchy sometimes ahhH

but anyways I SURVIVED AHAHHA :')

monday and tuesday - more normal days

i can't really remember what happened these days LOL WHOOPS

but probably mostly normal things like school and homework and stuff

i actually have been doing pretty good with planning homework so yayyyyyyyy

i also got a pretty decent score on the history test so woooooo 🎉🎉

wednesday to Thursday - start of sad days ( sigh )

soooooooooo the end of this week hasn't been very good ahahah rip

i don't really want to dump it all on you guys but idk i haven't been feeling very good mentally again and my parents are always mad at me again and i haven't been prioritizing very well and my self esteem went WAY down and there's just a lot going on right now soooo yaaaaaa 👍🏼

wednesday was good until the end of the day

thursday was the same ( i found out my english teacher gave me a D on a homework assignment so now i have a B in that class which is totally not degrading at all )

but choir rehearsals have started so that was kinda fun yayyy choirrr

friday - youth group launch for the school year!

friday was kinda ok though! it was pretty good in the beginning bc of school which was actually good

yearbook is so funnnnn lmao we like eat so much in that class and we chill and ive made a lot of friends so YAYAYYA 🎉

so then i had my youth group kickoff for the school year woooOOO

i got to lead worship and i was also part of the mc's / leadership team so i was like running around all night

but that night wasn't very good for me which sucks a lot bc i know it was great for lots of other people

basically i wanted to throw up at multiple points in the night, i was nervous about singing and stuff, i almost pulled out my earring on the first song, my voice went out at the end bc of belting too much ahhhhh, i accidentally kinda held a boy's hand which is iafhsjfhafhas, lots of things went wrong that i had planned, i didn't get to talk to as many ppl as i wanted to, aaaaaaand my dad got mad at me at the end of the night and took my phone so that was funnnnnnnn

but i guess that's life so i need to suck it up

so that was my friday ahahahahaha

saturday  - homework, homework, and more homework yayyyyy

today wasn't much better than last night ( friday )

i was forced to go to my brother's basketball team's picnic thing even though my dad promised that i didn't have to go on thursday buT YOU KNOW WHO CARES ABOUT PROMISES ANYMORE AHAHA

ahem

i basically read my school book the whole time bc i gotta study for an english test which is on monday

anyways

i had to go to that, and i ate nothing

and then we went home and my mom expected me to do homework like as soon as we stepped inside the house so i had to do that

and then we had lunch and i ate barely anything

and theeennnn i was watching vids with my bro but then my mom got mad at both of us so then i had to go back to hw :')

but i wrote the upcoming chapter of BOBA so woot woot 👌🏼👌🏼

after that i basically did nothing bc im lazy sigh

i watched some got7 stuff because their comeback is so soon asifahsfuhfafhah im not ready omg im actually going to cry when it happens klaskgasgfls

so theeennnn we had dinner and i ate again barely anything and my mom finally noticed and asked if i was ok and i said i haven't been hungry lately which is true ( on friday, i didnt eat my lunch, last night i ate something which made me want to throw up more, and this whole day i wasn't hungry at all / didn't want to eat )

so yeah...

but im ok i think

anyways

then i was forced to play a game with my family and i was dying inside bc i really didnt want to play but ya know who cares about what i want to do anymore so whatever

then i took a shower and finally got like twenty mins to myself and so i recorded a bunch of covers which was nice

but then my dad got kinda mad and told me to go back to homework

aaaanad that leads us to the end 😂😂

~

so yep yep

that was my weeeekkkk lmao

HOW WAS YOUR'SSSS

IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN SO INACTIVE THIS WEEK UGH I MISS YOU ALLLLLL <33

how's life???? how's school???

QOTD: fave singer ( and / or band ) at the moment??

ohmyhaylee kalopsiascity the_talking_sword HEAVENLYTAES heartwares MlLKMOCHI egotistics ororotchalla -AnAngelsGrace radiance- its_just_padfoot scarletmischief tomsbella -dayas tribecky @ anyone else!

AOTD: eric nam has been taking over my lifeu bc omG TALENT JSAJS

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

^ JINJIN AJKDLS

also kinda big psa: please do not ask me anything related to " oh you like lana bc of to all the boys ive loved before??? " or " ohmygod noah and lana are dating!!! " or " how did you think tatbilb was????!!! " or " ehehe i like peter parker so i HAVE to like peter k!!! "

ok first of all, i am not throwing shade at these people

in the beginning, i was like aww this is cute my girl is getting famous yayaayaya

but now, it's loki getting on my nerves

LANA WAS MY GIRL B E F O R E TATBILB, OK????? and she already has a boyfriend whO IS GREAT ( altho he's not tye cough ) BUT IM SURE HE DOES NOT FEEL HAPPY ABOUT ALL THIS NOAH X LANA STUFF OK? OK

also

just because i like peter parker doesnt mean have to like peter k

i havent even seen the freaking movie yet so yall need to calm down

i get that she's super famous now and that everything netflix = trend, but just because she is in my icon does not mean that i like her JUST BECAUSE OF tatbilb

pLUS my icon is from the DEADLY CLASS PROMOS, the badass side of lana ok? ok

whew

sorry if i upset anyone, but like guys it's getting crazy in the social media world on the topic of tatbilb and it's bugGING ME AHHHHHH

ok

moving one lmao

i have a lot of pics i wanna share sO HERE WE GO

RANDOM PICS YEET

^ MY BRO DREW THIS FOR MEEE AJKDSLL

^ honestly so true

^ me and my man matching ahahAHAH ARENT WE A CUTE COUPLE jk jk jk 😂😂😂 but i found an " eyes on you " sticker mwahahahahahh ( i also just realised i used the wrong hanD AHHHHHHH WHATS WRONG WITH ME ok ill redo it later ahdkkskdk )

^ if this ain't true-

^ PARKS AND REC IS LIFE

^ i can't with him jadkakld

^ ok story behind this: at school, i was like talking about eric and my friend was like "hey eric could be your sugar daddy" bc he's like 29 ( # asians dont raisin ) and i DIED and so of course i had to share this knowledge so now eric is dalvie's sugar daddy???? idk?????

^ ERIC DID THIS AND I CRIED WHEN I READ IT!!!!!!! JAKCKSKD pleASE READ IT

^ even if you don't stan got7, you will still laugh at this

^ WHAT EVEN-

^ when MJ is shARP ( i use this gif way too much in text convos omg but like look at that boi )

^ AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

^ i was the purple 😂😂😂😂

UGH I REACHED THE IMAGE LIMIT AJKDKD

BASICALLY I WOULDVE POSTED MORE ASTRO PICS BUT AHHH

SORRY I DIDNT HAVE MUCH NON KPOP I APOLOGIZE SKSJS

OK GOOD NIGHTTTT

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL SO SO MUCH