Sorry my depression is hitting hard lately so if you been messaging me and I seem happy I've been hiding it
And this is why I haven't been updating much i...just feel lost and..insecure I feel like I made too many mistakes in my life.. I feel like I'm in the way of everything I'm very sorry I can't control it well nowadays with problems like these

-money problems
-bills
-how we are going to afford medication we need
-I need new glasses
-I need braces
-I need to go to the doctor because my left under arm has been hurting and that can lead to breast cancer

That's it...I just can't control it right now...
Sorry