First, I miss a day, and wake up with a horrible headache and a leg that isn't steady.

Then, all this other f***ing stuff has to happen all at once. And if you haven't noticed, there isn't a single bad word of any sort up until this page, so the one in this one should tell you a lot about how I'm feeling currently.

I was having a bad day already, right? Now add a whole lot of good stuff and a bunch more bad, all within the same twelve hours.

(good) I got to hang out with two of my friends who I don't see very often.

(great) Setosorcerer has returned, though not on his own YouTube channel. Guess when I found out? Yesterday, right along with everything else. Just in time to make things harder on the preservation of my metal health.

(horrible) One of my online friends is sending vague hints about something bad she did that make it sound increasingly more like she tried to commit suicide.

With all this going on, so much good and so much bad, I am unable to clear my mind even enough to read. And I can ALWAYS read. I'm considering seeing whether I can opt out of most of my classes for a mental health day spent in the councilor's office, because there's no way I'd be able to learn much of anything today. I'm actually struggling to make this more coherent than what I posted yesterday when I'd just woken up, because my mind's so scrambled. And teachers would want to know why I don't have any of my homework done, which is the least of my troubles.

Yeah. I'm going to see if I can spend the day not-in-class. There's no way I'd be able to handle it, and maybe talking a bit to a councilor will help.