Crush? ... I'm not really sure. There is a boy in my choir who I haven't been sure whether I have a crush on for quite a while. As in, for pretty much the entire school year that I've known him. And that's really odd, because the times in the past when I've had crushes I've known for sure. 

Middle name? Raisel

Shoe size? I don't know. I wear flip-flops whenever possible. 

Eye color? Hazel. More specifically, a grey-green base with a thin ring of deep blue-grey around the very edge of my iris and orange/brown flecks radiating out around the pupil. My eyes have this odd ability to, from a distance, look like exactly the same shade of brown as my hair, whether my hair is its natural color, darkened by wetness, made paler by a dye, whatever. 

Last time I cried? Just a couple nights ago. There's a lump of scar tissue I have on the back of my head, and when I got it I thought I would have it for life. So it became a part of my identity, and there was even a period of time where I would reach up to feel the scar whenever I was anxious. But a few nights ago, I had to spend most of a minute searching for my scar, and then it turned out to be about half the size it once was, maybe even less. And, again, it had become a part of my identity, I suppose a reminder that it only takes a half second to make a really stupid mistake but it's always possible to recover, so knowing that it's nearly gone is basically losing a part of my identity. 

Biggest fear? Uhh... I don't know any better than you do. I don't tend to have specific, lingering fears. I can certainly be afraid of something in the moment, but once it passes I'm fine. 

Last song I listened to? Sam Jones from the album Carmen Miranda's Ghost, apparently. It's a good song. 

Last person I texted? My phone has been lost for most of a year now, but it's probably one of six people. My friends C and K, my grandma, my dad, my mom, or my sister Rowan. 

Favorite app? Uhhh... 

(And yes, I do know that I'm supposed to tag people after doing these things. I don't care.)