My computer has been broken for a while and I can only barely keep up with Wattpad notifications borrowing my sister's. I'm not even trying to catch up on YouTube anymore, just trying not to fall more than a month behind. And I'm not trying to read anything on fanfiction.net that isn't by hghrules. So when I'm on the computer I'm occupied desperately trying to keep up with stuff, and when I get inspired to write I'm nowhere near a computer and therefore can't check whether my writing is at all consistent with the story it is for, so I haven't been writing much. So there is a reason I haven't posted anything lately besides my own laziness and writer's block. 

I've been tagged! It was only an "if you're reading this" but still! Here I go... 

1. First person I've ever obsessed over?
I don't really do obsessions... I guess the closest I've gotten was my first crush, in elementary school. That lasted from about third grade until well after Valentine's day in my first year of middle school.

2. Current obsession? 
See first sentence of answer above. 

3. Favorite band? 
Uhhhh... I'll go with Echo's Children, which I'm sure nobody has ever heard of! 

4. Favorite singer?
me. 

5. Favorite youtuber?
Setosorcerer (and his friend Isaac, they come together these days) and Chocothechocobo are tied for first, but Petezahhutt is close behind. 

6. First concert?
First concert I watched or first concert I performed in? The first one probably happened at a science fiction or filk music convention when I just starting to crawl. The second, I guess was the school talent show in 3rd grade. 

7. Favorite movie?

... I rarely watch movies. 

8. Favorite actor/actress?

no. none. 

9. First celebrity crush?

ditto

10. Ever got made fun of for what I like?

There was this girl I met in middle school, lets call her B. She made fun of me and my friends because we continued a game I'd played in fifth grade, running around on all fours pretending to be warriors of SkyClan, like in Erin Hunter's books. 

11. Favorite book? 

At the moment? I'm not sure. Something by hghrules or xiaokaji, probably. They're both amazing and utilize Seto as a character very effectively.  

12. Favorite TV show?
HA! no. no. I watch TV less often than movies.

13. Favorite fictional character?
Harry Potter. Not Harry Potter from J. K. Rowling's books, but Harry Potter from one of the various fanfictions I've read. I'm not quite sure which. 

14. Something I love about a fandom I'm in?
no way i can answer this...

15. Something I hate about a fandom I'm in?

...or this. It's not that I don't love any part of the fandom, I just can't name it. I'm really bad with putting things into words sometimes. 

16. Would I ever take a bullet for the people I fangirl over? 
Maybe some of the fanfiction authors like hghrules and xiaokaji, but probably not any of the youtubers. The youtubers are awesome, but I view the authors as friends more than the youtubers, and that makes a difference. 

17. Do I ever hide the fact that I like someone out of fear of getting teased?

No. In fact, in elementary school somebody wrote "I <3 N_____" in the bathroom, and everybody knew I liked him so a couple times I was asked if I'd done it. But it wasn't teasing, it was more just curiosity.  I don't ever hide crushes, but I do wait until Valentine's day to tell anybody just to make sure it isn't just my imagination playing tricks on me. Even after telling my crush, I tend to not do much except on Valentine's day because I don't want to bother somebody who doesn't like me in that way about the fact that I like them.

18. Have I ever met any of my idols?

Not unless you count having a very short conversation with hghrules in the comments section of one of her books.  

19. Do I have any merch of the people I fangirl over? 

Maybe someday. 

20. Favorite fangirl moment?
I don't know...