This one too, Wattpad? And the one after it? Three in a row not properly published? Or maybe I decided on purpose not to publish the next one, or even this one, but... 

There are some moments when I almost feel like that's what my life is. A slightly glitchy computer simulation. 

This is one of those moments. There is a quiet, computery ringing in my right ear, and my vision is very slightly staticy.