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Mentions of sh and attempted su1¢1d3

GUYS HELP I GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW 😭😭😭😭

I really don't wanna go back to school bc it honestly has ruined my mental health, to the point where I used to scratch my arms and legs up with a small sewing needle I bought to school like I'd bring 3, chew on one, scratch myself with the other one and then lose the third one. Like, the ONLY reason I stopped is because it gets really hot during the summer (gotta love Texas 🤠) and we'd often go swimming and, if you didn't know, I'm scared of confrontation, and of people knowing that I struggle, so uh... That's a no-go. But, on the plus side, I guess I can say I've been clean for two months?? ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Anygays yeah so I'm not gonna be online as often starting tomorrow, school sucks... And uh, yeah!

Oh and by the way I tried to strangle myself with my hoodie once 🙂 (side note: literally nobody cared so uh that mentally destroyed me so let's hope my IRL friends can keep me happy for long enough to not lose my sanity because I swear to god the only thing that kept me from ending it is the fact that I have a future and that it wouldn't take away the pain, it'd just give it to another person, and I hate seeing others suffer, especially if it's because of me, so that's that.

Remember, drink lots of water, eat something (healthy, preferably, but anything edible that won't kill you works), and get a good night's rest. Keep yourself safe for me, okay? Ily <3 /p -UrLocal1D10T

Peace ✌️