Rant time.

Please don't hate me for writing this... :(

I took a trip to Colorado and they almost wouldn't let me on the plane to get back because I had a temperature of 101.2 (my temperature runs high), then when I get back, my father tells me my cat has gone missing, not to mention the whole corona virus thing is annoying af. I can't breath through those masks, it's like no one understands that I'm suffocating. And on top of that, I hate having things covering my face, same with something wrapped around my neck, I'll literally freak and attempt to destroy what ever it is doing it.

 Not to mention getting out of the airport was impossible because of people rioting, me and my dad had to be escorted cause we were white (now, I have nothing against any race, it's just I don't understand why I have to be picked on for something I didn't do). On this part right quick, without getting into to much politics, if you feel the need to point out someones ethnicity or label yourself in a group of people (race) than that might be why people see one group as that. Don't judge someone by they're race, judge them by how they are as an individual (I don't want to be judged that way, do you?), and if you don't want to be judged by your race, quit saying others are doing that and quit grouping yourself like that. For every race, black, white, asian, etc. I am so tired of this, because if people would just get along, none of this would be happening. And the reason I'm so mad at this is because I'm tired of places I like getting burned, I'm tired of not being able to go through my own city, I'm tired of black police officers being called Uncle Toms (my friends father, who is African American, was put in the fcking hospital because of it and no one's sure if he'll actually live). I'm tired of it all, so please, just please, take this in mind. This is getting out of proportion, way out of proportion, it's not fair for 96% of the population who has nothing to do with it. How many more people's lives are going to be taken or ruined before this is over? To many, and I'm honestly not someone who cares for others lives outside of ones I know. And I'm genuinely worried about others right now, so please take this into mind.

On a different note, half of the concerts I was suppose to go to were canceled :( But at least some of them were rescheduled. I'm extremely excited for the Guns N' Roses concert that's getting rescheduled, I've been saving forever for that concert.