So I'm not doing much better...

Like at all..

I think I might be a bit worse actually...

Also new development....

I think I might have an eating disorder....

I just eat and then I feel guilty for eating. Like no matter how little I eat it's too much. I feel nauseous if I eat too much.

I used to be like all over food, but now my insecurities are getting worse. So now I try not to eat much. I only drink water and have sodas very occasionally. I just feel like almost I can't eat like at all, I know that it's not good to not eat anything so I am forcing myself to eat when I don't wanna, but then I feel nauseous again. So I get spots where I wanna eat and don't have to force, then there's when I don't wanna eat at all even tho I can feel that my stomach is empty and have to force.

So yeah idk anymore.

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