Most people don't think the names hurt, think I just shrug them off, but they do, they hurt so fuckin much, I cry myself to sleep at night because I try I fuckin best to impress and be approved of by my mother, but it never works, the names never stop. The teachers never understand why I almost never get my homework done or fail tests, it's because I can't fuckin studie, I don't have fuckin free time, to caught up trying to get my chores done so my mom doesn't yell at me every night, but she does, and it hurts.