Little part 1
(Warning story contains mentions of bullying)
A small seven or six year old child showed up.
The child wore a pair of blue jean overalls with a pink t-shirt underneath.
The child also wore a pair of white tights and white Lacy socks that went up to the child's knees.
The child also wore a pink tutu and Mary Janes shoes, fingerless gloves, fairy wings, and a flower crown
The kid also had pink nail polish and braces to try and hide the fangs and stop them from growing
Clearly the kid was not dressed by an adult or else the kid would've realized that the clothes were rather odd
Silence
Silence
Silence
Silence
Yellow: Why are you here?
Little Yellow: Because you forgot me
Yellow: Forgot you?
Little Yellow: You forgot your true self!
Yellow: Well I grew up I mean I...I almost almost forgot I acted this way
Little Yellow: See you did forget me
Yellow: -visibly cringing- Why did I ever dress like that?
Little Yellow: Cause you wanted to! Cause it's who you are!
Yellow: Were! I'm not like that anymore!
Little Yellow: Yes you are!
Yellow: I don't want to anymore I've grown up, I stopped dressing like that when I was fourteen, and by age sixteen I lost all desire to ever dresss like that -Yellow said honestly-
Little Yellow: No. That can't be true, you forced yourself to change. You don't even hang out with Pablo anymore :(
Yellow: I'm 23!
Little Yellow: So I'm seven!
Yellow: Pablo was a stuffed penguin of mine that I had as a kid and a teenager
Little Yellow: You still had Pablo when you were 20
Yellow: I've changed I've grown up
Little Yellow: Why?
Yellow: Cause the world forced me too! -Yellow sounds angry-
Little Yellow: Why did they do that?
Yellow: It doesn't matter. You're too young to understand besides I have a job now and I can't be a kid!
Little Yellow: Why not?
Yellow: Why not? I got bullied everyday as a kid because of you! I got pushed and shoved, shunned, and tortured everyday of my life because YOU couldn't be normal!
Little Yellow: -feeling a combination of extreme fear and sadness, but is unable to visibly show it. A permanent smile remains on his face, even his eyes don't show his emotions. Little Yellow reaches his tiny fingers down to hold the lace on his tutu and run his fingers over the fabric-
Yellow: You probably don't know this since you're only seven and you won't find out until you're eleven, but you are a robot. You always have been and you always will be. And because you are a robot you CAN'T behave normally. You don't UNDERSTAND how to fit in with society and your emotions are artificial and fake. You don't even realize people HURT you everyday. And you can't realize it because you aren't NORMAL you aren't REAL! You're a freak, a mutant, a science experiment gone horribly wrong! Your own "mother" never intended for you to exist, but she had to take you home because you couldn't behave normally, you couldn't stop glitching. You also "feel" happy 95% of the time and laugh uncontroabbly because you have faulty wiring and messed up circuits. You won't be able to stop smiling ever even if you aren't "happy" And yes you do have messed up circuits "mother" admitted it to me. And it'll get even worse once you get struck by the sun you'll start generating energy and you'll become PERMANENTLY HYPER even as an adult you still won't be able to calm down. You'll spend the rest of your immortal life being called Spaz. You'll learn you have super speed and sometimes will start vibrating randomly! You're also a technopath which means 24/7 you hear machines and you hear them talking to you! And then you'll get electrical powers when your 21 causing you to shoot lightning bolts and generate electricity from your fingertips. And you can't make it stop.
Little Yellow: That's not true!
Yellow: Search your feelings you know it be true
Little Yellow: No it's not!
Yellow: -pulls the collar of his shirt down and opens up a panel on the side of his neck exposing a bunch of wires-
Little Yellow: Takes a step back
Yellow: See you aren't real
Little Yellow: -starts to look uneasy-
Yellow: You're just a robot :(
Little Yellow: -looks around the room- Momma! Pablo! Help me!
Yellow: Pablo is a stuffed animal he can't help you!
Little Yellow: MOMMA! PABLO!
Yellow: Please calm down
Little Yellow: -panicking-
Yellow: Yellow :(
Little Yellow: -checks to see if his heart is beating- AHHH!
Yellow: Yellow please you are a robot you can't breathe and you don't have a heart :(
Little Yellow: I can't be. I feel things.
Yellow: No you just think you do
Little Yellow: I'm having a nightmare! Help! :(
Yellow: Think about it. You've never felt tired, or hungry, or thirsty, or sick, because you are a robot and you don't have needs
Little Yellow: My stomach is twisting itself it's very mad and scared and sad :(
Yellow: Yellow....
Little Yellow: I don't wanna be a robot :(
Yellow: .....
Little Yellow: I wanna be real and loved :(
Yellow: :(
Little Yellow: It's not gonna get better nothing is
Yellow: That's not entirely true.
Little Yellow: Why?
Yellow: Because your future will eventually be a little bit better you just have to have hope
Little Yellow: Hope?
Yellow: Yeah hope
Little Yellow: -his cheeks turn bright red and he starts giggling-
Yellow: ?
Little Yellow: There's a girl in my class named Hope. Everytime I think of her my cheeks turn red and I start to giggle. I don't really know why it just keeps happening to me. It's super duper weird .
Yellow: Hope Wright? I remmember her. You keep blushing because you think she's cute
Little Yellow: I do? I think she's cute?
Yellow: Yeah you thought she was cute you just couldn't realize it at the time
Little Yellow: Momma said I'm too young to have a girlfriend :(
Little Yellow: Momma also said I can't get a tattoo of the sun on my arm since I'm too young :(
Little Yellow: Being young sucks! I can't get a girlfriend and I can't get a tattoo! -Little Yellow stomps his foot-
Yellow: -giggling- You are so cute
Little Yellow: No I'm not! No I'm not! I gave fangs and claws! I'm a big scary dinosaur!
Yellow: Yes. Yes you are! -picks up Little Yellow and spins him around-
Little Yellow: -starts to giggle- Whee I can fly! 😄
Yellow: -sets Little Yellow down-
Yellow: -is happy to have distracted Little Yellow about the truth about being a robot-
Little Yellow: Oh no I got distracted!
Yellow: Get use to that little me
Little Yellow: Why did you forget about me?
Yellow: I grew up! I wear jeans and sneakers now. I don't wanna be a fairy princess anymore
Little Yellow: PRINCE! I am a fairy Prince! -quietly so that Yellow can't hear him- why does everyone call me princess?
Yellow: :(
Little Yellow: I really wish Pablo was here he's my only friend. We tell each other all of our secrets. He doesn't talk much kinda like Blue, but Pablo understands me. I wish the other kids understood me
Little Yellow: I have to go to school tomorrow and then I'll be alone since kids aren't allowed to bring their stuffed animals to school :(
Little Yellow: Being a first grader is exhausting
Yellow: I have an idea of how to get you some friends :(
Little Yellow: You do?
Yellow: Yeah look here it's a sports tee shirt you could wear it to school tomorrow, it looks so cool
Little Yellow: I don't like sports :(
Yellow: Or a cool tee-shirt with a car, some jeans, and sneakers. You'd look so cool if you wore this
Little Yellow: Cars are okay I guess. I just uh don't really like them all that much. Well I mean I like cars a lot they're really fun to play with sometimes it's just I have so many cars to play with at home, but I'd rather wear my pony sweatshirt
Yellow: Well you don't know you won't like these clothes until you try them on. Maybe you'll be happy :(
Little Yellow: Oh okay
-Little Yellow changes and then comes back-
Yellow: Yellow you look amazing. You fit in 😀 😔
Little Yellow: -looks at himself in a mirror- I look weird :(
Yellow: You just need to uh get used to it :(
Little Yellow: I don't wanna get used to it. I wanna be a fairy Prince!
Yellow: The kids will bully you if you don't fit in. Trust me they'll hurt you and you won't realize it because your too little
Little Yellow: Maybe if I -Yellow puts his flower crown and fairy wings back on-
Little Yellow: I look awesome! I'm like a hybrid car fairy Prince! 😄
Yellow: Yellow please listen :(
Little Yellow: Okay
Yellow: Please try to fit in. Life will be so much easier for you :(
Little Yellow: Everyone already thinks I'm weird nothing is gonna change that. And I know I'm a robot now and that's really weird and kids already think I'm weird cause I like ponies and I like dinosaurs and that's weird for some reason. And I like to read really big books that most college kids can't read and I'm a "brainiac" for being a "genius" and that's weird. I can do stuff that most calculators can't even do in my head and that's weird. And I don't think I can change. I've tried to and it never works I just feel miserable trying to be like everyone else and you feel miserable too
(Part 1 of this angsty little story is done)
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