My cousin helped me confess my love to a certain boy I liked and I FREAKED when he said he liked me back

But it was supposed to be a secret, just me and her

BUT SHE FRIGGING TOLD MY DAD AND SHHDUFDHRHDJRJ
When I found out she told him I started crying bc I realized my life has been this;

"I trust people so much and then they don't respect me"

fuck her

ALSO

today was a good day
I had my first kiss (not really)
My crush hugged me
And my crush held my hand for 5 secs
And I wrote a huge heart in the mud and put E+C in it bc y e s