MY NIGHT WAS FEELSY AS FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

I watched this

Daniel and Depression

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

Then started wondering if the reason why I'll go from having sudden highs to significant lows all in one days is because I face depression with ignorance. If I'm in a low, I go "It's probably nothing. I don't have depression. I'm fine."

Then I saw this

We broke up...

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

And I was like "Awww, Noble... I'm so sorry..."

And then I saw this

MOVING ON, Part 1/2: Exploring Nostalgia (Sanders Sides) -Thomas Sanders

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

And I was like
-"Oh *beep*, I'm not ready to take this on alone. GUYS!"
THE BEEP!! HE CURSED!! V CURSED!!

-"Hey Frustrated, I'm Sad!"
PATTON NO!! WHO HURT YOU!! I'M GONNA FUCKING FIGHT THEM AND I DON'T CARE THAT IT'S 2 AM!!

-"Why don't you help...meowth! *laughs*"
He using Dad jokes as an attempt at avoidance mechanism. Patton, honey...

-"*Virgil hesitates his words* ...N-n-no.
He's having a panic attack. Virgil's panicking. Baby no!! Honey, it's okay!!

-"It's a JOKE!! A JOKE everybody!! Look up "joke" in a dictionary every once in a while!! My goodness gracious!!"
He's so distraught... He's trying to be heroic, likes it's all okay, but he's looks like he's holding back tears.

-"Can they?"
Nope, nope. I think I'm gonna cry right now. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry-

-"All this nostalgia as a feeble attempt just to get over one person?!-"
"Logan! Will you stop?! P-please?"
And here come the tears!!! Wait...did he say "get over one person"...? Did Thomas...lose a friend or break up with his boyfriend?

-"...Does anyone remember the fifth season of LOST?"
If hE'S REFERRING TO FEELING LOST WITHOUT THIS PERSON IM GONNA CRY!! IM NOT OKAY!! DONT TOUCH ME RIGHT NOW!!