When you:
-listen from Blow Us All Away from the Hamilton soundtrack all the way till the end just to go on a major feels trip
-go on a major feels trip from Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story? cuz you wanted to see how old Eliza was when she died and started reading Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story lyrics instead
-find out that she ran orphanages cuz Alexander was an orphan by the time he was 13
-hears Eliza say "It's just a matter of time" and envision Alexander holding her hand while she's singing that

Aaaaand bursting into tears for 20 minutes, whilst laughing at how I'm crying at a cliche imagination