You know in the movies how they have a person standing still and the world is just zooming past them?

Yea that's how I'm feeling, well have been feeling for quite sometime now....it sucks. The world seems to be going super speed and I'm just kinda...stuck here. Watching. Waiting for my time to hopefully jump back into the flow of time but don't really know how.

People I used to be close with have moved on, focused on only one single person when they know there are others. Or maybe I'm being childish (most likely) either way I think I just need new friends...but then they'll end up forgetting about me and then I'll find another group and then the cycle will start again and again and again and again....

So yea that was my little rant. I'm garbage. And my books are a joke. Eh...

Enjoy daddy Jordan, yea....I feel better •.•