So, like the day before yesterday, I got my wisdom teeth pulled.

I was really scared because I'm tERRIFIED of needles, so I asked them to play bts :), only Problem is, IT DIDNT FREAKIM POPUP, anyway, I asked for Mozart instead.

So, I had to get four shots for starters only because my veins are so small & hard they couldn't pierce them as easily, I had the other lady holding my hand too whoops.

Okay, so fast forward yesterday, I cried ALL DAY. I haven't eaten since Sunday, and I don't want FRICKEN SOUP, I have to go get my hair done at nine, and it's already 5:00 (am) and I'm just so aggravated because I want fried chicken, and I can't eat anything I wanna eat.

So earlier, my mom called me to check up on me and she was like "sToP cRyInG iT'Ll oNlY bE a fEw dAyS" And That Didn't Help, she invited me to get my nails done & I declined and just continued crying.

I'm on the verge of tears as I write this because I feel SO LIED TOO, THEY TOLD ME THAT IT WOULDN'T BE THAT BAD BUT THIS WHOLE THING IS SO DEPRESSING AND EVERYBODIES LIKE "sToP bEiNg sO dRaMaTiC" AND IT REALLY ISN'T FAIR, I'M T R Y I N G OKAY, AND I STILL HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL IN A COUPLE DAYS AND I DONT WANNA GO, HONESTLY, FRICK SCHOOL, THIS WHOLE THING IS SO DEPRESSING AND YEA, I MIGHT SEEM A LITTLE DRAMATIC BUT IN ALL REALITY I'M JUST HUNGRY AND FRUSTRATED

I DON'T WANT APPLESAUCE, MASHED POTATOES, AND SOUP AND MY BREATH SMELLS LIKE METAL AND SADNESS AND IT'S HORRIBLE BECAUSE BRUSHING MY TEETH IS SO FREAKING HARD

THIS IS THE LITERAL WORST FRICK WISDOM TEETH, FRICK THE DENTIST, FRICK WHOEVER THE HECK RONALD L KATZ IS, AND FRICK THE FACT THAT I CANT EAT, IM ABOUT TO DOWN ALL OF THIS ADVIL IN ONE GULP BECAUSE THIS IS TIRING.

AND I HAVE TO GET MY HAIR DONE AND MY NECK IS GONNA BE SO S T I F F AND MY FACE IS SO SWOLLEN I LOOK LIKE THE BEARDED SNAP CHAT FILTER

IM GONNA LOOK LIKE A POTATO ON A BROOMSTICK I HATE EVERYTHING

L O O K JUST L O O K AT THIS MONSTROSITY I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE AND EVERYTHING IS JUST MAKING ME M A D OR SAD I JUST WANT SOME FRIED CHICKEN AND I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

THEY TOLD ME THAT THIS WOULDN'T BE AS BAD AS MY ROOT CANAL AND IT HONESTLY IS WAY WORSE, THE DAY AFTER MY ROOT CANAL, I WAS DOING THE WOAH IN THE BACK OF MY MOMS CAR, COMPLETELY FINE BUT THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE

anyways, i'm just a lil frustrated rn but i promise i'll be back on my bs soon