I'm sorry everyone, I just I can't anymore, I have to let you all go. Goodbye

Shay, I'm sorry, I really am, and I'm truly sorry, but I can't anymore and I'm sorry about the promise to you, but as you've said so many times before, I'm unreliable, and that's just one reason I need to go.

Lee, I know our promise and I'm sorry, but a wise woman once said, I never keep my promises. I really do love you though, and I never wanted to let you go, but I just can't hold on any longer.

Leo, I know you can't read this, 1) because you're dead and 2) because you're a cat. But it felt wrong not to include you in all this, so I love you Buddy and I can't wait to join you.

Bella, I love you like a mom, and I worry about you every day, I wish I could help with your issues, but obviously I can't cause I live across the country. I just wanna say sorry and goodbye.

And I think those are the people I care most about. I'm so so so sorry everyone else, I do love and care about you so much, I just don't have time to type things out to a hundred people like I did in July, I want this to be quick so I can just get it over with and be done. Sorry, hope you can understand.

Jacob, yeah I'm sorry, but I do need to grow some balls and say it, this is partially your fault, sorry, please don't hurt yourself over this.

Yup and there's that. Goodbye everyone, so sorry again. Goodnight forever and hopefully I don't wake up in the morning.

And just for the sake of it

Byeeeeeeeee!