So I know this is like my third suicide note in this story, but it's for real this time. There's nothing that could change my mind.

Before I get to the note, I wanna thank:

Shay ~ for being the best twin, ever

Lee ~ for being an amazhang girlfriend

Bella ~ for being an awesome mother

And everyone else on here who even talked to me once, thank you

I just want to say sorry to everyone, I don't want to leave, but I have to. I've become a monster and I can't let myself hurt any of you anymore I'm sorry. I love you all and that's why this is so hard for me to do. But, I have to distance myself, protect you, because that's what's friends and families do, they sacrifice themselves for each other and now I am.

I'm going to miss each and every single one you and I wish I didn't have to go, but I do, and I'm sorry, so goodbye.

I'm not going to write out notes for specific people in here this time, just because I feel like that would take too much time that I don't have.

I'm sorry, I care for all of you deeply, which is what makes this so hard, but I have to do this. I'm sorry

Goodbye