So as some of you know my brothers aren't currently living with us. My older brother probably never will again, but my younger definitely will which is good.

Anyway we went to visit my younger brother and bitchass grandparents who abused my dad, hate kids, and hate my mom for absolutely no reason whatsoever.

So I was feeling like a girl so I braided my hair and put on a navy blue skirt and some plain black leggings with a black shirt and-because I could-a Pikachu hat, that I wore backwards, I'm such a rebel.

So anyway my anorexic grandma ate more than I did today,I feel like that's bad, but I wasn't really hungry so *shrug*

Then we went to Target to buy my brother a Halloween costume cause they apparently take the kids trick or treating where he's at. So we got him a Pikachu hoodie and then we got a Pikachu onesie and we all thought he was getting the onesie for his costume and the hoodie cause he could, but nope he refused to bring the onsie back to the facility place, he said he wasn't allowed to wear pajamas there ever, even as their costume.

What kind of treatment facility doesn't let you wear pajamas?

Wait. I know they let the kids wear PJs cause we were down there visiting and I saw one of the other kids wearing pajama bottoms, at least. Idk why she was cause it was like noon, but I'm not gonna judge her, actually I think that's awesome that she's not afraid to walk around in pajamas.

And then last night I had to go to my sister's friend's birthday party and I just kinda sat with the adults who were all drinking and I was like joking about drinking too and having to drive home cause my mom had four cups of wine. I'm only 14 so they knew I wouldn't, but my mom said I could illegally drink once I'm 18 ... probably won't though. But I swear they told me not to do drugs at least 50 times.

Then it just so happens that one kid in my class last year was shot and is now permanently blind and my one friend was there to watch her neighbor who's also my friend, get shot in the eyes and is now permanently blind and another of my friend's boyfriend went missing yesterday ... so until 12:15 am when we got home from the party, I was freaking out mentally about all of that. But it turns out, my friend's boyfriend has been found, which is good.

So yeah also I normally can't sleep in moving vehicles, but I guess I was just so sleep deprived this morning cause I slept for like 2 hours in the car ... with my seatbelt on of course *cough* not *cough*

My mom's forcing me to listen to her parenting advice CD bleh, and I forgot my earbuds at home. This is what I get for actually wanting to see my brother. (I'm in the car as I write this, I'll post it once I have WiFi, which is when you're all reading this)

But before we went to our grandparents house, we had my brother and my dad and my mom and my sister and me so we went to a park place with KFC for lunch and we had a football. By this time my gender had changed to nonbinary, and so like my brother taught me how to throw and catch a football and so him and me and our dad played catch and apparently I'm already just as good as my brother so that's cool.

Anyway I think that's all

Byeeeeeeee!