Warnig!! Talk of yelling and mention of past self harm

//Virgil's POV//

  The sound of screams echo through the house but I am sitting right there. I can hear every word they say every sickening word. It makes me want to get out of th table and run but if course I have people seated beside me so I can not. The only thing I can focus on is the pain of me biting at my lip as they continue to yell and scream. All I want to do is get out and finally I can as soon as I'm able to I run to the bathroom but then I go outside where I know I am safe. I look at the long sleeves covering my arms but what I know is underneath still haunts me. I pull them up seeing the scars on my arms and all I can think about is how much I hate myself.