I didnt realise how much time its been since I updated this story... sorry! Real quick update on Wattpad's Era: the reason its not updating is because im working on the final fight... I havent gotton much inspiration... soooo im saving the last few chapters for a while... but yeah, thats that!

Now for the weird shit... last night I was talking to my mom about multiple things, were relatively close... and when she left I had a hundreds thoughts swirling in my head...

In case you wanted to know, we were talking about evolution. I... ok quick summary! I think we were never meant to evolutionise. I can see us becoming a better monkey, but nothing more than that. And to answer the question of how we got to this time of day with cars and houses and machines and shit is that the "genius'" arent what we thought. What if back in the day the genus' had some mental problem? That was the least of people's worries back then. I would have to say same with inventors... but im not possitive on that one yet... but when someone came up and said "this will change the world!" People listened... because they were gullible... probably one of the biggest weaknesses we have. If you look at an animal, they can learn tricks and they have opinions. Maybe they like this food better than that one, ooor they know to get on their hind legs for food, and most know stay away from humans. But they dont know how to build a rocket ooor solve a math equation! And thats where we went wrong! And if this theory, I guess you could say, is real... then the super smart fucking genius' have a disease... and rest of us in school are being trained... like pets... its a long stretch I know... but ive been thinking about it for a while now... and it kinda makes sense in my brain...

But yesterday... when my mom left, I started thinking to myself about it... and its like I lost all control... a thousand different individual thoughts were bouncing around and I couldnt understand a single one... I didnt know what I was trying to think of anymore! I hated it! I felt trapped in my own skull! And theres bo way to escape yourself... but I cleared my head by scratching myself... and everything was normal again... just a faint memory...

And I dont know what to call it... a panic attack... mental attack? Doubt that even exists... but it was weird... I have no idea why or what... but deep down I think I was scared... or my own brain?

It was really baffling so I thought id share my confusion in a chapter! Youre welcome!