So I... guess this is like a.... a rant and... uuuuuhhhhh.... words are escaping me!

Its a rant and aaaaaaaaaaa....

Its something that needs to be brought to the light and a rant.

So maybe you've noticed this or maybe not... but lately I have been really quiet, as in chapters and such... usually im explaining every little thing to tou guys because it impacted me in either happiness, or fear, or anger, or whatever and I want to share it. And the "loudest" ive been was... about everything in June...

And something else happened, but I didnt want to talk about it then and now I think I can... I mean ive just teared up thinking about Azarii but this is different...

Henry and I are obviously no longer together. Hes gay and you gotta go praise him because hes fucking gay!

I think im relatively over it... like... the bullshit was insane! It can go fuck itself!

Ive never... trusted love and this didnt help in the slightest! Why wouldnt it, right!?

Why am I even writing this!?

Ahaha, point is we're through and im done with affections!

.......

Might as well make use of this tho.... like whats above is pretty boring if you ask me!

Hahaha

'A BREAK UP!? THATS IT!? WHAT ELSE!?'

I guess I could introduce Halo...

Ta da!!!!!!

My parents insisted I got another chick after Azarii passed......

We got her exactly a month after Azarii died...  July 18th.

She's a Rhode Island White....

Just like Azarii but she'll be in a color of white...

An angel...

Thats why I chose her....

And hence her name...

She's a crybaby ill give her that! Much like I am right now! FUCK!!!!

When I first held her she started to pretend to sleep, Like Azarii!

She stopped though... she probably caught on that I already know the trick...

And JUST like Azarii! JUST LIKE HER! I SWEAR!

She... she would squint and cock her head at me...

I wanna be there for her this time! I wanna be there when shes dying, if that possible. Much like how I was for river, but unlike his case I wanna calm her down.....

Heh, you know Halo has a weird ass.... I dont even know what! Its like a screeching bok! If I ever get a recording, ill share it with you guys its fucking weird! And ive woken up to it for the past three days so its pretty obnoxious too!

I actually wanna teach her tricks... ones Azarii never caught on on...

And my dad says im welcome to build her a perch so she can sleep in my room... but i dunno, well see, im not very good at woodwork.

She likes sitting on my shoulder! And head!

There has been so many times where shes flown from my hand to the top of my head! Scare the shit out of me, but being adorable at the same time!

She's also scared me to death! Flew from my finger to one of the fishtanks! Gave herself, the fish, and me a heart attack!

Shes a lonely chicken but she needs to be quieter... learn not to run away from humans, and hopefully I can teach her some cool tricks!

Welp... I have a headache.... I think ill end it here! Maybe ill update more on Halo, get you all emotionally attached before she dies as well!

Ill be damn sure thats a while from now, so dont worry...

Bye