THEYRE ALL THE FUCKING SAME!

WHO WOULDVE THOUGHT!!!!

why am I going into shock because of this!?

Hahahahahahahaha

THEY ALL TALK THE SAME!

FEEL THE SAME!

WANT THE SAME. EXACT. THING!

and it hurts because I CANT SEE PAST IT!

I... cant see my worth anymore...

I cant... what use would I be to anyone!?

I haven't had enough alone time lately...

I HAVENT HAD ANY TIME TO DO ANYTHING!!!

Its been a month! And I still havent properly mourned Azarii's death!

Im still stuck on the past because I cant have an hour alone to just SCREAM! No one in the house, no one to worry... just me, and my toxic thoughts...

I-

GODDAMNIT!!!

I want to hurt something! Ok!?

I WANT A HOLE IN MY WALL, I WANNA BREAK SOMETHING... i want to hurt-

Everything is a reminder, and I hate it...

They looked her...

That reminded me of them...

He acts like him....

Godamn emotions, right?

Man, I really need to get my shit together....

Damn it all....