I-.... im sorry.... im so incredibly sorry...

I tried... so damn hard... to keep it up... its currently 7:30 pm... oh boy... now for your explanations...

I... I aways start things a little early... for some reason... a-and... i wanted something that special to give to my friends... for the hoidays... but im everythig except original... and... im sorry... ive veen working my ass off lately, and its still pointless! ... i wanted to finish Wattad's Despair... not only had it stretched out to long, but if i focused i could make an amazing work! At least... thats what i thought... And i wrote, every idea. Every thought. Every litte thing i coud add to that story. And I ruined it! Its everything but reaistc! I- chaptee by chapter. Sentence by sentence. Word by word. I ruined it! But i stayed hopeful. 'If i write the ending right! I can fix this!'

How stupid, right? I hate hopes, i hate the feeing of the being crushed before my eyes! And yet, here i am! Still having to learn my lesson the hard way!

But i kept it up. Kept writing. Hoping like an idiot. A compete moron.

I was so close! A few more chapters. A bit more editing! And... the masterpeice would be finished! Complete. But nooooooo...

I broke my screen protector even mre earier... i cant type. The computer is a fucking bitch and i hate it with a buring passion. And this is fucking stupid! Im complaining to nobody! NO ONE IS GOING TO READ THIS! And if they did, who gives a shit... god, im such a moron... go away. Leave me alone and... Just. Go. Away. Please...