Why am I like this!?

Is there anyone who can even explain that!?

Hahahaha, probably not!

My aunt's funneral is next Friday... were going to be on vacation, so ill miss it...

Based on the last chapter, YAAAY!!! Right?

Of course not! I have to be difficult!!!

I hate funnerals, dont get me wrong! Buuut, I wanna see her corpse!

Just... im curious about the bruises on her neck... does she have them? Im sure she does but, what do they look like? How dark are they? Are they bearally noticable? How swollen is her neck?

Ive heard her husband was abusive, can you see injuries he inflicted?

I know they cover up super traumatic injuries, but what if they didnt? Is she even going to have an open coffin?

Well, ive heard theres a veiwing sooo guess it has to be open... or well... I dont know...

She was pretty in real life, how does she look pale?

Will her neck match aullora's? Will that mean they both broke it...

Will I see his expression on others?

This is why... im unsure of myself... because of that! Im curious about VERY. SINGLE. Aspect of the corpse!

I never stay very long... but I sit for a miniete or two, then walk up and look inside.

Even though I know ill never forget it... im kinda excited...

Yeeeaaahhh.... no ones gonna be able to explain what the fuck is wrong with me...

What does it feel like to rot?

And probably a good time to end this, right?

Yeah... probably...