Dissolving World
~RealJams

There's happiness and sadness
Seen all around us
And then there's me
Who is simply colourless

Black and white is all I see
No other colours shall break me
As I take in the medicine
That would set me free

Deep as I dive
Seeing new colours
Amazed by the transitions
Now feeling live

Knew it was bad to
But I still did it
Because I knew the fact
I had nothing left to do

A sudden rush of breeze
A painful stab in the head
Was all it took for me
To bring myself to ease

It was all a hallucination
Never was it real
And knowing that now
Tore at my imagination

For once I opened my eyes
Newfound surroundings
I began walking
But fell on my knees

A tear escaping
I knew the situation
I knew it once
I saw the snows flaking

The summer had passed
The rains had gone by
Now all that was left
Was the cold winter cast

Never had I expected
For this to go so far
If only I had known
How to live ebullient

Took my belongings and whirled
Hurling it upon the wall
If only it were not for
The dissolving world

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Don't ask me what this is...
Idk myself

You guys are free to make theories though