Have you ever felt lost...powerless?
Helpless, filled with undying stress?

Ever felt like the world was against you?
No one loved you, left to be forgotten.
What...did you do...

Who was there...when no one was...
What...action did you take...when you wanted death...

What do you believe in?
Do you believe you can handle it yourself, or need assistance.
Maybe 'they' created everything? Or maybe bring death to the undeserving...
Do you think there is some...mighty being out there with a separate mind, or dictated by the power of emotion.
Do you think they know who you are? Do you love them?
You can only learn each other through devotion.

Do...you think. That such a being could love someone so small in the universe?

You speak blasphemous words in the open, you beg for a higher intelligence, love, guidance, affection and protection.
But you're forgetting, none of that has relevance.
Connection is formed...through a private talk called prayer.
And through that. You will grow happier.

Whatever you believe in, whatever you follow. Keep walking the way.
Because when you die...at least you won't perish with sadness when you decay...
Killed me, and now I'm gone. Humanity...is weak, but once was brawn.

I just wish I had believed sooner. I hope you don't end up like a loser...
No love, no friends.
For me, everything just ends...