im hyperventilating
satciating a hunger for  p a i n
i cant seem to get out the right words
or do anything
so now im curled up on the floor dying
what..? no im not crying...
im alright
fine! so what if im lying
it doesnt matter and it never did.
I look up at the stars at night and i wonder 'did you lie too?' because thats all i can seem to do
just to try to stop everyone from hurting
i'd stab myself and bleed out
but nobody would know what happened because i never said a word