*Author's note*

Hey guys been awhile since I've done a romantic oneshot hasn't it? Well this time I'm giving you guys a lot more of them and hopefully you all will enjoy them. Now that I'm a going to be a Mason student and all I gotta do is do all this acceptance stuff like register and all that jazz my writing should be up to speed now that I'm basically done with NOVA now. Now this oneshot I've been meaning to do because it comes from my new favorite character Newt Scamander from Fantastic Beasts and this character is what turned me into a Red-maniac lol anyways fair warning of violence, revenge maybe some swearing and attempted murder *DON'T KILL PEOPLE IT'S BAD* now I'm not a Harry Potter expert so if I get anything wrong then PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Potterfans tell me now or forever hold your peace. Also I imagine the brother Jefferson to be played by Aaron Taylor Johnson if you don't like it just imagine someone else okay? Enjoy my lovelies :) 

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I remember it. I remember it all, the day I first heard about it. I was in my Care for Magical Creature's class working alongside my partner and best friend Newt Scamander, as we were reading about the Bowtruckles answering some of the books questions, one of the professors Albus Dumbledore came in and asked if he could see me personally.

At first everyone oohed and muttered thinking I had done something wrong and he caught me in the action but I just rolled my eyes and was allowed to follow him outside the classroom. Professor Dumbledore walked me outside the school and gave me the unfortunate news.

You see, growing up I never knew my parents, they died from Dragon Pox shortly after I was born leaving my older brother Jefferson to look after me. He was my best friend, we did everything together, and he always tried his best to give me a normal life.

He and I were always together, he was one of Hogwarts' best wizards by only his second year. After graduating he joined the ranks of the defensive wizards chosen to protect Hogwarts from Gellert Grindelwald. He told me till the end my brother spoke only of me and asked that for his final death wish that I be given his greatest treasure.

His locket with a picture of our parents. I was also given his wand in memory of him.

All I remember as I was given the two things most dear to him was collapsing on my knees and crying so loud I attracted a crowd of students, including Newt who came up to me and held me as tight as he could.

I felt so numb. I couldn't even stand. All I kept thinking was that this was all some sick, twisted dream or spell that I've been put under and seeing my worst fear come to life but as Newt kept rocking me I knew this wasn't a dream because otherwise he'd be hurt or worse too.

Out of respect for what my brother has done and for the fact that I wanted to see him one last time, the Ministry allowed me to see my brother's body. When I got to the Ministry they escorted me to their Morgue wing and there on a table was a white sheet covering a body.

"Are you sure you wish to do this Miss (l/n)?" asked one of the Ministry wizards. I nodded solemnly then just before the sheet was removed a voice cried out.

"Wait!" Soon Newt and his older brother Theseus and their mother came running down the hallway towards me. Newt ran up next to me and said. "I came as soon as I heard, (y/n) don't do this to yourself, you know I'm here for you right?" I sniffled and nodded.

"I'm sorry but are you all family related".

"We're family friends, I was a dear friend with their parents and Emily appointed me the godmother of both her children, now if you gentlemen are really willing to show a child the dead body of her own brother then you'll be hearing from your superiors on how you let a child do it unsupervised without her legal guardian present". I turned to Newt in confusion but he held a finger up to his lips discreetly and allowed the room to be silent for a moment before the wizards nodded and soon my brother's body was revealed to me.

He looked as if he were asleep. His eyes closed peacefully, his body relaxed but at the same time the glow he usually has around him was deathly white. I reached out and took his hand in mine as tears filled my eyes.

"His hand feels cold". I tucked it back under the sheet hoping it would warm him up as I choked out, "why is it so cold?" Then I began breaking down in choked sobs not noticing that Newt was slowly coming up behind me. I turned to him and collapsed into his arms once again and he as always accepted me into his arms.

"Shhh, shhh. I'm here for you now, I'm here".

The following week was the funeral and afterwards, his mother actually offered that I am welcome anytime for the holidays or anytime I need a place to call home. The Scamander's treated me like one of their own and gladly accepted me without pity or sympathy, just allowed me to have a place to call home.

A few years later when Newt was in the process of being expelled from Hogwarts because of something Leta caused, I stepped forward to the Head Masters and said that he didn't act alone in the accident, I helped him out with it. And even though Professor Dumbledore tried to defend us, it couldn't stop our expulsion.

As we were on the train back to Newt's farmhouse, he asked me why I did what I did and I told him the same thing he always told me shortly after my brother died.

"You don't need to do this alone. I'm here for you, always and forever". And it was that moment that Newt knew he no longer loved Leta, but he loved me and it was that moment we shared our first kiss.

For the next 13 years, Newt and I were inseparable. We did everything together, I helped him whenever we went to his home to help his mother's Hippogriffs, when we worked in the Ministry for two years and now working on his new book "Fantastic Beasts and where to find them".

As we both went together in search of threatened, endangered or misunderstood species and put them into Newt's magical suitcase, our love grew stronger for one another. We even call ourselves "mum and dad" to our creatures. In fact I was the one who found Pickett and his whole branch in the forests of Norway and as an anniversary present I gave him Pickett who grew much attached to him (maybe because of all the stories I told of him, oops) and he found and rescued one of mine and my brother's favorite creatures from being trafficked in Egypt, a Thunderbird. And Newt gave me the honor of picking a name for our Thunderbird.

I felt that in honor of my brother I would name him my brother's middle name, Franklin but shorten it to Frank. Though Frank and I got along wonderfully well as he was just as protective of me as my brother was or could tell when I was sad thinking about him, I felt in my heart that we couldn't keep Frank forever and he deserved to be free back in his homeland of Arizona.

I'll never forget our voyage to America, all the trouble we got into and the new friends we made with the Goldstein sisters Tina and Queenie and I'll never forget (even though he has) our dear muggle friend Jacob Kowalski.

But another reason I'll never forget about our New York trip and this reason was not for the best, because that was the day I came face to face with my brother's killer.

Gellert Grindelwald.

I remember as he was being taken away by two of President Picquery auras and he stopped right in front of me and Newt, it took every ounce of will power I had to not attack this bastard and end his life like he so easily did my brother 19 years ago. Newt sensing my anger at the time gently pushed me behind him shielding me from him and I heard my brother's killer speak in a haunting whisper before being taken away and locked back up where he belongs.

After Grindelwald was taken away, we helped with obliviation of the muggles who had seen Credence wreak havoc as the Obscurial thank to Frank who we had finally decided to set free as he was our only hope in keeping the magical world from going to war with the muggles.

It was a tearful goodbye especially between me and Frank. He actually nuzzled deep into my chest and wrapped his wing around me chirping sadly as I cried into his feathers before forcing myself to gently push him away. After all that, Newt and I returned to England hoping to finish his book and the sooner that got done the sooner we would see Tina and Queenie again and give them a copy of his manuscript in person.

It's now one year later and I was currently in Newt's suitcase taking care of the Occamys giving them their supper while Newt was away with his publisher hoping that today was the day his book would get published. After feeding the Occamys, I went by Frank's old habitat. We haven't really found a new creature to live there yet and we didn't feel like changing it since Frank was so much a part of both our lives we just couldn't let go and change it up.

I then went into the shed and picked up the picture that I had of my brother. The picture moved with him smiling and I felt my heart clench. I can't believe that tomorrow marks the 20th anniversary of his death.

Whomever came up with the saying "Time heals all wounds" was dead wrong, no matter how much time passes, you can never let go of the pain of losing someone, especially if it's someone whom you've known all your life ever since you could crawl. He was the only blood family I had left, had I not met Newt and became his friend, I'd don't know what I would've done with myself.

"Hello? (Y/n) love?" I heard Newt's voice say.

"I'm in the shed darling!" He then popped in and swept me off my feet and spun me around. I squealed and laughed with delight and said. "What's going on?"

"The publisher accepted my manuscript, "Fantastic Beasts and where to find them" will be published by the end of next week!" I squealed and wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

"Oh I'm so proud of you Newt, I knew you could do it".

"Just imagine, how wizards young and old will have a better understanding of the creatures in our world".

"I imagine that your book will be a required text for Hogwarts as well, that'll show some of those doubters. They picked the wrong Honey Badger to mess with". I teased as I tugged on his collar playfully.

"Why must you insist on calling me that?"

"Because you are" I then pulled him in for another kiss, this time with more passion and love.

"That's not all, I happened to have picked up some familiar cargo on the way home, wait here". He then ran out of the shed leaving me confused then coming into view was Tina, Queenie and Jacob! My face split into a great big smile as I ran up to Tina first and hugged her before moving onto Queenie and then finally Jacob.

"How is your memory back?" I had to ask Jacob. Last I saw him he was obliviated and went on to open up his bakery thanks to Newt and I leaving him the occamy eggshells for him as collateral.

"Queenie came into my bakery and after a few dates with her it suddenly just came back to me".

"Well I'm glad to see that you both are finally together again, how is your bakery doing?"

"Ohh business is booming fast pretty soon I may expand to other states around America, hopefully if things keep going well as they are now".

"Well I hope it all works out for you Jacob". We hugged one last time before I then turned to the girls and I asked them. "What are you all doing here in London?"

"We thought it'd be a surprise if we came here to see you guys, plus we've always wanted to see London" Tina said. Now I'm no Legilimens like Queenie but I could feel there was another reason for them being here but I decided not to pry maybe soon the truth would be revealed.

"I see, now I assume Newt told you all the news about his book?"

"We found out and we're so happy for you Newt, congratulations" Tina said with a smile.

After a while we all caught up with each other and just hung around the case introducing some of the new creatures that Newt and I have found in just the last year. I was currently grooming Dougal when Queenie who was standing at the entrance to the shed said to me.

"Hey (y/n)," I turned to her and she gestured with her head slightly, "who's he?" Oh god, I can't do this right now. Especially with his anniversary coming up tomorrow.

"No one". I simply said as I went back to brushing Dougal.

"Your older brother Jefferson (l/n). You named Frank in honor of him".

"Queenie I'm going to tell you the same thing Newt once told you, Please do not read my mind".

"I'm sorry. People are easiest to read when they're hurting". She said solemnly. I then went back to Dougal and tried to get my mind off my brother but I could feel Queenie pecking away trying to make me think about him. I turned to her and said.

"What did I just say Queenie!?"

"I'm sorry, it's just—heart-retching. You and your brother were just like me and Teenie. I can even hear his thoughts from you, he really did love you and he died protecting you". My thoughts then turned to hatred towards the very man who killed my brother and took everything from me. "Oh (y/n) honey! You can't think like that. You should listen to Newt, he's right about vengeance".

"What are you two talking about?" asked Jacob. Tears filled my eyes and Dougal sensing my emotions lifted his hand up and caught a tear as one slid down my cheek without me knowing it. He also wrapped his arms around me in a hug hoping that would comfort me but it didn't.

"My brother" I stated bluntly.

"I didn't know you had a brother" Tina said now getting into the conversation.

"We try to keep the conversations of him as minimal as possible" said Newt as he came up to me and placed a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"Why what'd he do?" asked Jacob.

"He died, 20 years ago tomorrow. He was murdered by Gellert Grindelwald" I sneered. Tina's eyes widened and Jacob was speechless.

"(Y/n), love—" I placed Dougal down and left the case and headed towards mine and Newt's bedroom.

Once I got there, I took out a secret dark arts spell-book that I had taken from the library and opened it up to the spell I have been searching for. I read about the spell and what it does once you speak the two words.

If there ever came a day when Grindelwald would show his face to me, I would first torture him to make him feel the pain he caused me for 20 years then I would finally speak out the two words to end his life once and for all.

Avada Kevadra.

"(Y/n)? (Y/n) love" Newt's voice rung out softly as he came in and when he saw me reading a book he had never seen before so he slowly came over me and when he saw the spell I was reading, he forcefully grabbed the book and took my hands in his and stated firmly. "Why were you looking at the spell? (Y/n) why were you looking up the death curse!?" I only stared at him emotionlessly. He cupped my face in his hands and asked again "please say something my love".

"You know the reason".

"Oh love," he took me into his arms and placed my arms around his neck while his arms wrapped around me tightly. He rubbed my back in soothing circles with one hand while his other hand stroked down my hair gently massaging my scalp. "Mum used to say that revenge is like a Basilisks' venom, while you watch your enemy go down you're being poisoned yourself. I can't bear to see the love of my life lose herself to vengeance". He kissed my cheek gingerly and kept his arms wrapped around me.

"I wish that this was all just a bad dream that Jefferson's just played a really bad trick and will walk in here yelling 'surprise' like he used to".

"I know my darling, I know" he whispered as he rocked me gently and very lightly kissed my temple. "Promise me you won't go seeking revenge, if you feel these urges please come to me, I know there are no words I can say that'll bring your brother back or to make what happened all those years ago go away but I promise to be here for you, always".

"I promise" I muttered into his neck.

"That's my girl". He cupped my face and gently leaned his forehead against mine, his nose gingerly brushing against mine, his breath tickling my face then he gingerly pecked my nose before finally capturing my lips in a soft and gentle kiss. "Sleep my love" he whispered against my lips.

I adjusted myself onto my side of the bed and rested my head against my pillow while Newt tucked me in. He hovered over me stroking the hair away from my face and just watched me as I fell asleep. Once my eyes closed Newt leaned forward and kissed my cheek softly before I felt him leave the bedroom.

Though my eyes closed and I felt relaxed, I couldn't bring myself to fall asleep. A storm then came over London that night and that's when I began to hear voices just down the hall. I quietly got up and slowly walked down the hall to hear Tina, Queenie, Newt and Jacob talking in the living room.

"So that's the real reason you're here?" said Newt.

"President Picquery told me that he had escaped their custody just a month ago and rumors stated that he had returned here to Europe. He may be looking to seek revenge against you and (y/n) for turning him in" I heard Tina say.

So Grindelwald has escaped custody of MACUSA and is here in London seeking out Newt and I. My eyes narrowed and I went down to Newt's case to pick up a few special things.

When I got to the shed, I went to my desk and pulled out a special engraved wand case and when I opened it up it revealed my brother's wand that I kept in memory of him. I tucked it beside mine then crawled out of the case and looked inside my wardrobe and pulled back my dresses and suits to reveal a black wizard Ministry's uniform that once belonged to my brother.

I stripped off my clothes and put on his Ministry uniform and surprisingly it fit me well. Once I looked at myself in the full length mirror I could swear I saw my brother looking back at me as I wore his uniform.

I held onto my locket tightly and looked at the picture of Newt and I together and vowed to myself he wasn't going to meet Grindelwald again. I was going to end this right here and now. I then apparated out of the room and flew around the city of London hoping to find Grindelwald before anyone else did.

Back at the flat, Queenie catching my thoughts suddenly grew fearful and dropped her teacup slipping the tea all over the carpet.

"Queenie, you alright doll?" asked Jacob. She turned to Newt fearfully with tears glistening her eyes and Newt's face suddenly grew fearful as he shot up like a bullet and ran towards our bedroom to find me not there. He then went inside my closet knowing I kept my brother's uniform in there and saw it gone.

He apparated onto the rooftop of our flat crying out my name as Tina, Queenie and Jacob apparated alongside him.

"She's going to seek revenge for her brother". Newt stated worriedly.

"But he could kill her". Jacob stated worriedly.

"That's not what worries me. I've got to find her before she does something she regrets".

"We're coming with you" stated Tina.

"No! It's too dangerous. This is between me and (y/n), at this point only I can reach out to her, I just hope I get to her before it's too late. You three stay here and call the London Ministry and tell them what's going on" Newt then apparated to find me.

I appeared in the countryside of London after getting some forceful advice from my brother's old informant Jareth about where rumored sightings of Grindelwald have been said. I took out my wand and quickly stride across the countryside towards a nearby farmhouse and blew the barn doors off their hinges and walked inside the abandoned farmhouse.

"Show yourself coward!" I proclaimed as I had my wand at the ready.

"Coward?" Suddenly appearing before me was my brother's killer. This time Newt wasn't around to shield me from him but I didn't care, I wanted to look him in the eyes as I drained his life like he so easily did my brother. "You know lass, you are either very brave or very stupid to come find me all alone. Have you come to be recruited?"

"I would rather be hung as the witch I am than serve for the likes of you" I snarled.

"Ohhh feisty aren't we?" He mocked softly.

"You have no idea who I am do you?"

"No, no I know very well who you are, you're that little witch who exposed me along with that friend of yours back in New York last year".

"But you have no idea who I truly am do you!? Or what you did to me 20 years ago! Why don't you take a closer look at this?" I withdrew my brother's wand and snarled. "Do you recognize this wand?"

"No I can't say that I do, sorry darling but I have no idea who you're talking about".

"Oh you better remember like your life depended on it!" I snarled out. "In fact, why don't you take a good long look into my eyes?" To make sure I did this safely and for the fact I didn't trust him, secretly behind my back I used my wand to turn the hay behind him into secret binds which then suddenly wrapped around his wrists and ankles and held him there tightly for good measures.

I then walked right up to him and stared into his eyes and he looked into mine and I could see that something clicked inside of him.

"Ahhh yes, I recognize those eyes anywhere. That young man Jefferson was his name right? I remember your picture he kept in his uniform, such a sweet looking little girl you were, must've done quite a bit on you when you heard he died".

"It was, all because of you. Because of you I lost the only family I had in this world, my brother did nothing to you so why kill him? Why!?" Grindelwald only just looked at me with a smug grin not answering me. I shook my head softly and walked back from him and proclaimed. "Crucio!" My wand then shot out and hit Grindelwald right in the stomach causing him excruciating pain. "I'm told that is your favorite spell to use, the one you use over and over and over again on my brother until finally you killed him. Now I'm gonna make sure you deserve the same fate".

Multiple times I cried out Crucio and shot it right at Grindelwald until finally I released him from his bonds when he was weak enough to not even move. I then called out Accio to get his wand so he could even think about trying to get back at me.

I then stood over him and he only laid there weak and pathetic and I placed my foot on top of him to pin him down and held my wand out the tip glowing a bright green as I had the death spell chanting in my mind.

"(Y/N)!!!!!" Newt's voice cried out as he then entered the barn to see me over Grindelwald with my wand pointed at him.

"This doesn't concern you Newt!"

"It does if you're involved, (y/n) please the Ministry is coming here they'll deal with him. He will get the justice he deserves for all those deaths, including Jefferson's".

"You should listen to your boyfriend there kid. What would Jefferson think of his precious baby sister—?"

"YOU SAY HIS NAME AGAIN AND I END YOU!!!" I shot another Crucio spell at him.

"(Y/N) STOP!" Newt screamed out. My wand turned green again and Grindelwald chuckled icily and said.

"You know that spell only has one ticket kid, you use it now there's no going back".

"You don't think I know what it does? You don't think I'll do it?"

"I know you will. I was just like you once kid. I lost family and I was mocked, no one ever believed in me. So you can go ahead and end this, because if you don't. I will destroy everything you love, starting with that man of yours over there. So go ahead do your part, and end this right here before it even starts". He and I stared off at each other as my wand grew brighter with the green light as the Avada Kevadra spell screamed in my mind.

I didn't see him but Newt was slowly approaching me like he would any of his creatures staring at me worriedly.

"Do it sweetheart" Grindelwald whispered.

"Darling, put your wand down". Newt stated softly. As he got a bit closer to me he continued, "If you say that spell, you will be the one who ruins your life this time. Mine, Tina and Queenie's, even Jacob's and our creatures!"

"I'm protecting you all" I muttered soullessly as I kept my eyes on my target.

"Then lower your wand! Jefferson wouldn't want you to do this love".

"You don't know what he would've wanted!" I snarled lowly.

"Yes I do. Because if you cross this line, the journey back won't be easy, trust me. Look at who you're about to kill. This is what Grindelwald wants you to do, so don't!"

Silence stood between all of us as Grindelwald only smirked at me, my eyes locked onto him venomously and Newt looking at me like he was about to break down crying but still trying to hold onto some strength he had due to his love for me.

"(Y/n)! You're better than this" he finished hoping that his last words would finally break through my clouded vengeance.

My wand grew brighter as the words were just about to come out of my mouth when something happened.

The green light dimmed down until it disappeared, I lifted my foot off of Grindelwald's chest and backed away. Newt closed his eyes silently sighing of relief while Grindelwald only looked at me confused.

I felt numb. I wanted to kill him truly I did but something inside of me just stopped me. It was like some force was holding my hand that was gripping my wand telling me not to do it.

I collapsed to the floor but before I fell to my knees, Newt caught me in his arms just as the Ministry arrived and took care of my brother's killer. Not wanting to get more involved than we already where, Newt apparated us out of the barn back to our flat.

As we entered inside, Jacob, Queenie and Tina were all there all crowding around me chattering at once asking me if I was okay and why I ran off like that but Newt told them to be quiet and took me to the one place he knew we would have total privacy.

His case.

I sat there emotionless on a chair with a blanket wrapped around my shoulders as I stared at the moving picture of my brother. His sweet smile and his lively blue eyes, if he were alive and saw what I was about to do, I know those eyes would've held such disappointment and shame in them and his smile would deepen into a frown.

Newt came in front of me and held out a warm cup of tea and placed it into my hands before kneeling down in front of me.

"You hate me don't you?"

"No darling, I could never hate you. I know why you did what you did. If he or anyone else had killed you or my mother, believe me I would've done the exact same thing you did".

"I wanted to kill him, I truly did. But you mentioning Jefferson made me think about him. Bet he would've yelled at me and disowned me as his sister for what I've done".

"He wouldn't darling".

"How do you know that?"

"Because I've met him. And Jefferson was never the type of person to write someone off because of a mistake. He loved you so much that he'd give you the world if you asked for it. Jefferson wanted to give you the life he felt you deserve, and sometimes in life we have to forgive and forget the past so that we can have a future".

"But I'll never forgive him! I'll never forgive or forget what he did to me. I just—Jefferson didn't deserve to die. Not like that".

"No one does my love, but he died to protect you. Most of the ministry people they don't really have family because of what they do for a living. They go out there because they are forced to and are willing to die for their jobs, but Jefferson went out there because of you. Because of his love for you, he wanted you safe so that you could grow into a beautiful, bright minded young woman, the same woman that always makes me fall in love with her more and more each day for the past 13 years".

He cupped my face into his hands as he spoke those words staring deeply into my eyes.

"Now come on give me a smile, can you give me a smile?" I giggled softly as a smile came across my face and he said, "There's the woman I fell in love with". He leaned in and kissed me softly.

After our short kiss I turned towards my brother's picture solemnly and Newt leaned his head against mine holding me with one arm wrapped around me.

"I know this day will never be easy, I know that time can't truly heal all wounds, and believe me I would go to the ends of the earth to find that cure so that I could hopefully ease your pain of this day, but maybe this will have to do for now". He then held out a small grey box with a yellow ribbon wrapped around it and handed it to me.

I took it from him and untied the ribbon and opened up the box and saw the most beautiful ring I had ever seen. It held both our house colors as gems around the actual diamond itself. I turned to Newt in shock and he said.

"I was hoping when I did this that he wouldn't come into the picture, but I guess now's a good a time as any. (Y/n) from the day we first met, I knew you were special. No other girl has made me feel the way you do. At first I thought Leta was the one but when you stood by my side and said to the Headmasters back at Hogwarts that we caused the accident together I knew that you were the one, not Leta. And for the past 13 years you have been there by my side helping me with your creatures, being the best mum you could be to them and supporting me with my book no matter how many times I felt down on myself about it. So (y/full/n) will you make me the happiest man in the world and be my wife?"

My eyes filled with tears and a huge smile spread across my face and I whimpered out.

"Yes! Yes Newt!" He smiled and took the ring out and placed it on my finger and we both leaned into each other and sealed our engagement with a passionate kiss before hugging each other while I choked on my happy sobs.

For 20 years I have lived this day in silent grief, always looking on the past and never ahead but today my fiancée Newt Scamander has given me something to look forward to in our future. A new life with him as my husband for the rest of time.

I'll always miss my brother but I know he's looking down at me smiling at my engagement and also wishing he was alive to give Newt the serious big brother talk he's always talked about wanting to give to any man I date.

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