You're very welcome for not killing myself, I knew it would effect this community if I did, and I am still having a huge debate on weather or not I should in my head.  So, I'm not dead, but I want to be.  I wish I got hit by that damn car.  My family is going to start slowly hating me, but it's not my fault they're like, "We just want you to be happy."  And I call BS because I'm attempting to be happy by being alone and finding things I like to do.  But my family*cough*mum & grandmum*cough* complain I do't talk to people and want me to be happy.  Well, I can't do both at the same time because I like being alone, and being with the family is not being alone.  My mum is saying this website/app is bad because of what's been going on, but it's my family's fault, not this.  This is my stress relief, and I get a whole lot of stress durig the day.  I'm trying to enjoy life, I don't want to pass 7th grade at this point, just, try feel happy without Scarlet's help... my life, in one word: depressing *sigh* can people please help me, I'm not physicly dead, but very dead mentaly, I have lost all self esteam and confidence I have built within the past two months of being with you people... because of my so called "family" that "cares for me"