A/n: If any of you are struggling with anything feel free to talk to me or even someone you trust.

TW: anxiety

-Samantha

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Your POV

I was chilling in my living room on my phone. It's been about a week since the pogues and I got back. Everyone has been spending time with their families, but on the other hand my parents have yet abandoned me due to a business trip.

I just never feel loved in my own home. I could call the pogues my home more than my actual parents. I was just about to take a quick nap before going to hangout with the group when my doorbell rang. I got up and walked over to see who it was. I opened it to reveal JJ. I was surprised to see him standing in front of me.

" Jay, what brings you here?" I questioned

He let out a quiet sigh. I could tell by the way he sighed that something happened. I lead him to my couch and kneeled down in front of him so I could be face to face with him.

" What happened?"

He looked down at our hands and started messing with them. I put my hand under his chin to lift it back up to face me. " Hey, it's okay. You know I'm always here."

JJ's POV

I wanted to tell her everything that's going on, but I'm scared. She's always there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I wanted to say something, but it's like my brain shut down. Before I came here, I worked myself into an anxiety attack. It was all because of me freaking myself out about being in love with my best friend. I felt her grab my hand and rub small circles around my knuckles. I smiled at her which made her smile at me.

" Y/n" I whispered

She looked up at me and gave me a curious face telling me to continue. " Um, before I came here I fell into an..." I choked

She got up and pulled me into her. " Hey, relax, breath." She whispered

I took in a breath along with some of her scent. She will always smell like home to me. I pulled away to start stalking again.

" JJ, you don't have to say anything." She said

I looked over at her and maybe took one glance at her pumped pink lips. " I want to get this out please."

She nodded and grabbed my hand again. I let out a deep breath before speaking. " I fell into an anxiety attack right before I got here. And it's all because of my own brain getting worked up over my feelings for..."

I paused just to give her a quick glance to find her already looking at me with so much admiration. I felt my face get hot and looked back down at our intertwined hands.

Your POV

I watched him waiting to hear him say who. It was making me nervous.

" Hey, I won't judge you Jay. You know that. Just tell me..." before I could let anything else out he blurted out. " It's you."

He let out a gasp and jumped up from the couch. He was pacing back and forth while pulling at his hair.

" Omg!What have I done!" he whispered shouted

I was just watching him, shocked. I always thought he liked Kiara. I got up to stop his pacing. I placed my hands into his shoulders. " Hey, breath! You didn't ruin anything." I said softly

" But..." he whimpered

I placed a finger over his lips. I then placed a hand over my heart to help him. " Just focus on your breathing Jay."

JJ's POV

I kept following her breathing pattern till I noticed I could breathe normally again. I then pulled my hand away from her chest. I then sat back down on the couch while she stayed standing.

" Y/n/n, I don't want to lose you." I whispered

She scrunched up her eyebrows and let out a small laugh. " Who said you were going to lose me Jay."

I looked up at her. " I did when I stated that I have feelings for you."

She sighed and gave me a little smirk. She walked closer to me and wrapped her arms around my neck while mine automatically wrapped around her waist. " So you're just going to assume I don't have feelings for you."

I didn't have any words so I just shook my head. She let out a giggle before leaning in, but just to stop about an inch from my lips. " Good, because I have feelings for you too." She softly said

Her lips touched mine for a second making me let out a small groan. I was starting to grow inpatient with her teasing me. I was about to complain, but I then melted right into my soul. Her lips got so well with mine. They were like heaven with how they tasted. I pulled her body closer to mine which accidentally made her fall into me. She laughed it off and then decided to sit right on my lap. I pulled her closer to me to deepen the kiss, but was chasing her lips due to her pulling away. She placed her hands on my cheeks and gave my lips a peck before saying...

" See Jay, don't over think things because things or someone might surprise you."

I smiled at her. " Thank you for helping me. Now please tell me we can go back to the kissing."

She decided to tease me by thinking about it. " Why should we?"

I groaned out with annoyance. " Because, I love the taste of your lips on mine. They fit so well together Y/n/n. Come on."

She let out a small laugh before leaning back into my lips.

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I really hope you guys liked this one. And again I am always here if you need a friend to talk to!

-Samantha