I'm super shy. Like, really really super shy.

I've been thinking about how I would react to different situations. And I realized that if anyone wanted to kill me, they're definitely be able to.

If I knew I was poisened, and was gonna die in a week I wouldn't do anything about it. I'd just watch as much anime as I could before I die.

And if I saw a murder, I wouldn't tell cuz I'm to afraid to be noticed by people. I'd just walk by.....

I have this, this invisible wall around me at school. It doesn't allow me any social interaction with anyone. So I read and draw all day. And if someone tries to talk to me, I accidentally make it so awkward, the leave.

When I'm online, I don't need the wall. The screen of my tablet is an unbreakable force, so I don't need my other one. I can shed it temporarily and talk/type how I want to! And I don't care how people see me or judge me online, cuz I feel safe behind my screen. I don't feel safe behind my wall at school, so I just keep building and building onto it.

Soon its gonna be so thick I won't be able to see through it at all. Anyone else have an invisible wall you can take down on the internet? Or is it just me....

My worst fear besides ants is making a scene in public. I hate attention. I need a hug.... *internet hug* much better now!

Like, life I fell and broke my nose in a crowded area, I might get a heart attack from fear of the people around me.... （＞△＜）

I think I'd describe myself as dandere. Look it up if you don't know what it means.