So in an rp someone said something and now j gotta rant
**I am not upset at said humanoid, it's just another issue I face with my mother

Anyway

She tells me how I feel

"I'm not that excited"

"Yes you are! This is a milestone! We're doing this for you so be happy!"

"I never asked you to! It was your idea! I've told you multiple times I don't want this."

"Yes you do, now stop being ungrateful."

"I'm not ungr-"

"Now you're back talking. One more comment and you lose your phone."

^Loose example of an actual conversation we had a few days ago

And I've noticed a lot of my life has been planned for me. All the moving we did in my childhood, my school, being pulled out for homeschool was my idea

I wanted to go to middle school by she said no. I was forced into my new school. Forced to take the hardest route.

And now I'm being told how I feel?

How does she expect me to be able to choose a college? A career? A boyfriend?

I don't know

I don't understand