A note from Eevee
Hey guys.
It's Eevee, and no, nothing happened to Bri! She's perfectly fine!... And snoring.
But... I have something I have to say. I'd say it on my account, but I don't want my friends who aren't in the squad to see it. I'd post it on the squad, but.. I don't want Asia reading it and with one of the rules-in-deciding, would go against it. I'd send it too the squad, but I'm far too lazy for that and want to get this done quickly. I figured since Asia is a bit afraid of Bri's protectiveness, she wouldn't come onto her profile and read her books, plus, not many people besides the squad read this book. So.. Here I am. And here's my note for you all.
Before you read it, just note, I am perfectly fine. There are no objects that I could physically hurt myself with in the area, and my mom and Bri's mom and dad are currently chatting in the living room, making it impossible to get into the kitchen without someone saying something. Some parts I do get a bit loud in, as in using full caps, but that's just to stress how serious and stressful this is getting for me. Some parts may worry you, but I'm not cutting nor in a upset mood as of now. I watched kawaii and funny kitten videos to calm myself down after writing this, so, here's my smol note;
Stop all this drama! Stop all this madness! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!
ROSE NEARLY LEFT, I NEARLY LOST EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF THIS WATTPAD DRAMA.
IT'S TOO MUCH. I'm at my breaking point... I could've lost everything, the only person who's ever meant so much to me, besides my brother, nearly walked out of my life forever. The person who... Saved my life..
AND IT'S TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE. Just for once, I'd like to have a place I can feel safe at. But with everything that's happened, I'm starting to lose hope.
I try to tell myself, everything will be okay, everything will fix itself, you'll be happy again, and everything will go back to the way that it was before. BUT NO! I'm tired of it!
I'm tired of constantly lying to myself, tired of trying to make everything seem okay, tired of being pushed around and stepped on, tired of crying, tired of relying on everyone else, tired of letting people down and worrying them, TIRED OF BEING BETRAYED BY PEOPLE I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST(this isn't anyone in the squad)!
I JUST- I just want everyone to be happy again.
I'm tired of pretending to be okay, all this stuff hurts. Everything. Asia being upset, Kirsten calling my friends names, Kirsten and Rose's small fight since Kirsten tried to say I called her names(which I didn't), everyone being so upset, Rose's almost leaving. I was almost okay, I was handling it. Or so I thought, it all became too much. And I just snapped. I don't like watching my friends sad, or angry. I want you all to be happy. Asia, Kirsten, Rose, Bri, everyone. I just want them to be happy.
I don't like idly watching this happen and just letting it. So I'm doing something about it. In hopes it'll stop.
So please, just forget about all the drama! Just put it in the past so we can all move on! What's done is done! I'm tired of it all! Rose nearly left Wattpad because of this!
I'd never forgive myself if I caused anyone so special to me, or anyone at all, to leave! SO JUST FORGET ABOUT ASIA, AND THE EVANE DRAMA!
I'm sick and I'm tired of it. I've tried everything to stop this, BUT NOTHING WORKS. I've reached the part where I can feel myself starting to fall and nobody is there to save me..
So just stop.
Nothing good will come out of it if you keep reminding everyone of it. Just give it a rest. I can't keep doing this. All the YouTube videos, all the Wattpad chapters, all the spiteful and mean comments from BOTH sides, all the fighting...
Stop... I.. I don't know how much more of this I can take.. I've upset so many people, with one little decision.. And it hurts. Knowing I caused this all. I nearly caused Rose to leave..
So, please, stop.. I apologize for yelling, but it was the only way of getting my point across.
So guys, please just stop. I'm going to tag everyone who needs to see this in the comments, since it's faster. If you aren't tagged, this doesn't affect you so don't comment.
~Eevee
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